The Way Of MY Life

Hello Again People!!

2008-12-01T16:21:00.000+08:00

well, welcoming myself back... i know its been a month... and trust me, i still have no idea what to say...

Hello Again To Everyone!!

2008-10-10T12:46:00.002+08:00

well, since it been a Long time since i actually posted anything... i shall now type down what happened since last week...

29th September 2008
I'm supposed to go to johore on that day but instead i went shopping on my grandma's behalf to look for 2 cute bolsters and 1 side of a curtain, cause my mother only bought 1 side of a curtain and it looked stupid having a drawing curtain which u can only pull from one end to another.. went back home... shagged!! didn't go jb...
Called Faiz, 'he' picked up the phone and i said "eh minah!" The reply i got,"APE MINAH!?" It was his brother in law.. he told me faiz is in the toilet and for a while, i was terrified... faiz called back saying he is going to geylang bazaar with his siblings and sha... so met them after that... something to do, so much of being shagged...
reached there... guess who's there?? FAIZ BROTHER IN LAW!! screwed up or what... and faiz actually introduced me to his brother in law and say this is the fella who called jux now... i was like... cool or what!? thankz faiz... so shopped for their item.. saw nazry, izzy, asri and firdaus with someone else i dun remeber his name... eat prata after that and firdaus sent me back home...

30th September 2008
Slacked all the way at home...
Met uncle at raffles place at 11.30pm and went straight to johore with satays in hand!! damn!! it stinks ok?! but after that its nice to eat though...
reached johore, saw uncle, auntie and cousins... just one family... sleeping over... i was lik,"WHA!! SEMANGAT SEY!? your family like one of the last to reach usually.."
it got me thinking after that, why the hell did i actually open up my mouth... DAMN!!! after that bathe and sleep...

1st October 2008
1st day hari raya... i never go prayers... i have rashes... so i slept while people are saying prayers at mosque...
Busy day, that's all i can say since my grandma is the oldest in the family...
Ding-a-ding-a-dang-dang!!

2nd October 2008
Boredom.. i did not know what to do at johore... went to the nearest mall... bought a jacket and hair gel...
Got back home...
Entertain myself...
Sleep...

3rd October 2008
Boredom killed me.. i decided to go home... before going home, accompanied grandma to giant and do her groceries... she bought tons of things ok!! even those she don't need!! hahaha!! so after that, made my way for home...
at night, fauzan called me... after im back in singapore.. -_-'

4th October 2008/5th October 2008
AT HOME ALL THE WAY PLAYING GAMES!! WHAKAKAKA!!

6th October 2008
Went to work.. chatted on alamak... make new friends... exchanged numbers, got back home, play game sleep... seriously, during your ns life, consider yourself slightly dead... just slightly...

7th October 2008
ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!
but trust me.. i only celebrated my birthday once so its nothing special save making ur age go up by a number...
for those who wished me thank you.. for those who dunno, dun be sorry.. i never find the point about birthdays actually..
met some people from alamak website... lepak until 11pm then go home...

8th October 2008
Work... thats all...

9th October 2008
Work, met some other chatters at hougang now... then aunts place.. after that... go home...
i was watching naruto at my aunts place btw... for those who love fighting scenes... this is a good show ya!! Haha!!

Today
ALL HELL BREAKS LOSE!! BUSYBUSYBUSY!! AT WERK!! DELEGATE FROM FRANCE COMING!! I"VE TYPED TOO MUCH BTW!! hehe...

ok... hope to see you guys around... goodbye!!

Another Day, More Nonsense...

2008-09-26T11:56:00.002+08:00

well, here is the story...

there's none actually so i shall make my story...

been chatting on alamak for quite some time currently... made quite a number of friends... met one of them yesterday and her birthday was yesterday so we celebrated at geylang bazaar, out of all places... i know... geylang bazaar...

then this morning, im late as usual, no warning letters, apparently, where i stay is enough an excuse to actually come late for work... and leave at 5 pm everyday... frustrating to read..? im not complaining, im having lots of fun...

reached office, looked at the other three blogs i always read... her are some comments...
Sha: Sometimes i have no idea what this princess is typing about, but the pictures are nice to look at....
Khai: People change... i told myself that im gonna turn straight for ns and i just turned more gay after camp... hehe...
Faiz, as usual, my only comment... wrap up, flush it down the toilet bro...

well, up till here only... im sleepy again so yes, im going to sleep... bubbyez!!

WOOOHOOO!!!

2008-09-25T10:40:00.002+08:00

well, its been a while since i last blogged... btw, my 2nd mc for my ns life, i took it last tuesday... got to a point where my breathing got rather erratic and thus got referred to SGH allergy clinic...
and to everyone, its not infectious....
grrrrr!
but whatever, nothing new from me btw...

BOREDOM!!!!

ITS KILLING ME!!

2008-09-22T09:43:00.002+08:00

well, its rashes...
then come the flu with the rashes not gone yet...

and then, the sleepless night while scratching and sneezing... it have not been a good week... DAMN!!!

well, hello people... 2 days is a lot to blog about... yupyup...

saturday, went out with the eunos gang to look for guys...
there was me, qisha, kimi, didi, lenny, wan, liza, aisha(she was my ex-eunosian scholmate..) and lots more abang2 who i dun really catch their name... talk2 until 4am plus...
then the next day... went to bazaar with mummy and granny and shopped... total expenditure... 147 bucks...
ps: i havent payed for my phone bill... i so need a sugar daddy!!

well, till here peeps... anything, jux gimme a buzz!!! toodles!!!

and another week passed...

2008-09-19T11:49:00.002+08:00

well, to my friends... its been really busy around training village this few days... SBT test is coming up again so ;otsa people wanting to use the area to do their preparation for their squads...
plus fever, i'm topsy turvy...
well, if people think that i have to much time to utter crap over here... no i do not.. im just using my free time to connect with my friends who seem to have their blogs a week dead... i wont say anything about faiz since his is never updated regularly... ok, thats it people...

bubyez... i need my time off to sleep and heal this tired mind...

Kinda cool actually..

2008-09-18T13:21:00.003+08:00

Well, i was reading through sha's bloggie again and saw this interesting quizzes he actually did... So i decided to do the same for mine..

you guys should take it too... well, just for the sake of fun, joy and laughter..

and i am not going to post the ones about friends cause its so...wrong................ and trust me... i said wrong for everything, probably i gave the wrong colour for the wrong person... prabha is in it too btw, go figure what colour it is(NOTE! THIS IS NOT RACISM!! THE COLOUR BLACK WAS NON-EXISTENT!!)

Something about the quiz..
yes i am not as depresed as sha is...
and wow!! i didn't know that im such a mature baby!!
the sex and the city vixen, kinda true... except for the great selection in my closet part..
i dun really need therapy...
im not as abnormal as sha... hehe, sorry... ur the only one other then me to take the quiz...
the sexy thing, almost everything is rather true.. i know!! i'm such an animal!!
and the brains part.. well, the looks and the body will definitely come..

well, tats all for now peeps... tc now...

Heads ON!!!

2008-09-17T14:40:00.002+08:00

Well, hello people... here's the story...

I'm busy
busy
busy
busy
and i'm updating this blog after godknows how many days!! SHIT!!

Sorry bloggie!!!

well, now to the story of life... its been especially hectic working the past week and this few days... this fella want this, that fell want that, this fella say this, that fella say that... and trust me... i dun really know what to say..

its either that i'm too tired or i'm having a damn terrible migraine as a result of inhaling too much poppers... no, i'm not addicted to it but yeah, i was just having fun with it...

i'll still update lil bit over here and there on what happened on the weekends though... went to bazaar on both days, met new friends.. little did i know eunos have their own gay gang around the area... then more new friends!! oh yes, more headache due to the humidity in the area.. GAWD!!

well, till here peeps, i really need to rest... love u guys loads!!

Strife, its rather sucky...

2008-09-05T09:09:00.004+08:00

Well, since monday...

DRASTIC CHANGES!!!

Yes, been crazy... First stop, i have to change from the office at Training Village to Blk 11... Sucky?? Yes it is, especially when you have to sit in the same office with ASP Gary, Dy. Cmdr LTF... Stern he looks, well, guess its up to me to actually impress him now... Boring?? Its a challenge i should say..

The week passed with nothing much... 1st week of fasting... ITS CRAZY!!
1st day, my gramps was there for pre dawn meal and mum was there for breaking fast...
2nd day, mum was there for pre dawn meal and i was alone for breaking fast...
3rd day, i slept through the period i was suppose to eat my pre dawn meal, it repeated for the time when i was suppose to break my fast...
4th day, i ate kaya bread for pre dawn meal, and ate heartily for breaking fast, a good start cause my mum said the more i eat rubbish, the sooner i'll rot.. i have to agree with her though...
today, i had my pre dawn meal of peanut butter and bread with a cuppa coffee and a cigarrette... i'm stressed out shit aitez?

why?
1st there is the office, i'm working with people whos ranks are virtually higher than mine... and this officer i dunno bossed me around on the first day in the office... imagine how pissed i was, didnt even bother introducing himself.. well, the rest are rather nice though... i'm catching up, but i'm still stressed..
2nd, sammie darling is having a problem... its family related, i tried helping out, but of course the answer lies in ones family itself to solve it..
3rd, i'm insecure... there's 2 guys i like... both are sweet, both are handsome.. both have their own pros and cons... i'm torn apart.. i'll let my heart decide who to choose, and my brains of course.. if anyone of my dates are reading this, i'm 2-timing neither of you... we're still just dating, and so far as the dating rule goes, i'm aware that ur allowed to have as many dates as possible but once ur attached, u have to drop the rest.. strings attached btw, no sex...
4th, there's this matter with my friends... did i started it? if i did, shit, i'll try to end it.. in whatever ways i can try.. i'm tired but i hope to make this worthwhile... the debate on each blogs have gone further then the presidential debates between McCain and Obama for the presidency at the White House, dun ask me which is republican and democrat cause im an ignorant proud singaporean whose youth is taken away serving NATIONAL SERVICE, something i should not be saying aloud but hey, its compulsory.. who have the right to complain??
so yes, i've talked... solved the matter between 2 probably?? i hope so.. so another score to settle... serious, no more bitching.. though trust me, the bitching will suddenly appear...

its like we'll be serious and out of a sudden *POOF* in comes the bitchiness...

but thats what bond us... and i dun wish to see that falling apart... its coming to our tenth month.. pls people... consider..

well, till here only... i dun want anyone calling me and asking where on eart am i...

2008-09-01T13:42:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps...

Well, we'll start with Saturday...
SENTOSA!!! YAY!!! Trust me, i was trying to enjoy myself but 2 factors hindered me... i was enjoying the moment there, bitching as usual is my favourite pastime... however, moisturiser and sea water is a bad combination for me thus my allergy reaction got terrifically terrible... husni, for being a friend asked to me to avoid him... this is a message to husni, if someday the world turns away from him, i'll be there for you cause i am your friend okay? then there was the conflict of interest... i'm aware of what's happening but i am not going to reveal details... someday when all of us meet and clarification will be done... and i mean what i typed.. IT WILL BE DONE!! internal squabbles, i cant tolerate... things which can be solved between 2 parties peacefully, settle it peacefully... backstabbing was my game but not anymore... so my stand against backstabbers is intolerable... it might not seem obvious but divas and divos, somehow or rather, i'm always stuck in the middle but hey!! its time for me to be a loudhaler and SCREAM OUT TO THE WORLD!!! and thus sentosa ended up with me exhausted from thinking, on top of a one night no sleep... btw, i slept most of the time over at sentosa... so after that, half of them disappeared when i was sleeping and left with, abg khai, fadil, siti and me eating at the coffeeshop at harbourfront for dinner...

Sunday!!
Slept at home... slept till god knows what time!! woke up, eat, watch tv, eat again and went for prayers with darling granny!!! muackz!!! after that, went to bazaar which being its first day, is not that lively yet.. bought her prayer scarf and went home... received weird messages from abg khai, and so matter solved with him... not really settled but settled slightly... just need the rest of the gang to help out with me... then of course sleep...

Monday morning at 4.45am...
woke up for pre-dawn meal... dragged myself out of slumber... eat... bathe and outta house... and im in office now... and tats my life...

oh ya, uniform inspection jux now... i passed... this is just a way to end my entry so toodles peeps! bubbyez!!!

EDIT: Problem solved... miscommunication on the backstabbing part... well... solved anyone who needs clarification, call me!! dun make assumptions!! yes, i have balls of steel and i go straight to the person to solve the problem!! do it my way yeah peeps...

I'm Happy, But Am I Ready?

2008-08-27T11:15:00.002+08:00

Hello guys!!!

Time to blog of course...
on the 24th, my insomnia kicked in!! so i mass broadcast to il divas and il divos regarding the picnic... how surprised was i when i heard its cancelled... so called shasha in the middle of the night (you can call it damn early in the morning if u wanna actually) to confirm the status of the picnic... so thus people, its CONFIRMED we're all going to have a picnic this saturday... details on picnic, i will post at the end of this entry.. sorry shasha, i forgot to give you a call after my hour long bath... hehe..
zee came in that morning after i took my bath... he was annoying knocking on my office door early morning!! its the same like the contractors!! the bangladeshi i means... well, i wont say much about the foreign workers cause i'm assuming they never had lessons on etiquette there but this guy?! the door might just drop off its hinges anytime ok!!
went for b'fast with ernest, amos, hafiz, zee and ishak.. well, zee actually cooked something up but it had turned cold so it tasted ok, but it would have been better if it was still hot i guess.. oh, corrections, i had brunch at 9.30am... i know im nuts... went back to office and catch up with my sleep.. and i slept till 6!!
so woke up, and i know i am a boar but hello, pardon an insomniac will ya? took a bath and met someone at lot 1... ate my dinner at LJS, i love that place... after dinner, went to cck park, sat and had a long chat... his back was aching, my joints were cranking so i sent him off to the station and the other phase begins...
met zee and dilya at sunshine... they drag, i did not.. so the few friends we made that time now knows how i looked like as a male, and 1 of the girls said ,'i wanna get to know you, go out with me someday?' i told her if god wills... in my mind, it actually said if i turn straight then probably yeah i'll meet up alone with you girl!!going chinatown later... get wig, bra and dresses for tonight..
yes, i'm dragging tonight so if u wanna see me drag, come down to cck and gimme a call yeah friends? muackz!!
LOVE YOU LOADS!!!

to someone:
well, its the first time we met.. i am not sure wads ur feelings towards me now so i am not going to go further unless i know whats ur stance on our relationship, whether we've officially started dating each other yet or not...

picnic details:
Venue: Sentosa, meeting point at Harbourfront MRT Control Station
Date: 30th August 2008
Time: 1130hrs
Description: Potluck, Beachwear, I wanna make shades a must but i dun think all of us have it so forget it...

see you guys there people...

Monday BLUES!!!

2008-08-25T21:47:00.002+08:00

for all those who wanna know what i do on a monday usually, here's a timetable...

0630hrs: Wakey-wakey!
0700hrs: I'm outta house...
0830hrs: Arrive at HTA.. Hell begins...
0930hrs: Uniform inspection.. Stupidest part for anyone working in uniform...
1030hrs: SLEEP!! My favourite part...
1800hrs: Wake up and look for food..

the rest, i'll try and find things to do till i sleep again at 2330hrs... yupp, call me a slacker but at least im still doing my job with the compilation of stupid documents!! DAMMIT!! camp is better then this... seriously...

well, till here only peeps.. i have to start doing work...
yes, i do work at night and sleep in the morning... haha... see you guys...

Irritation and boredom!!

2008-08-22T01:50:00.002+08:00

well people, its the 21st august... this is the story btw... from the 18th august till today...

18th august, came in for work... in the morning... did all my stuffs and played badminton... well, as in all games, there's risk to it so well, i sprained my back... it still sores right now, from badminton, i am not husni who just declared that he have sex regularly, every week... beats me..

sorry husni if i dropped ur waterface.. if u do read my blog that is...

then zee came to my office and said he's going out... the next thing he said,'dik, wanna join me and halim...? we going to ong...'
for the benefit of those who dunno wads the meaning of ong, it means find cash by giving special services... when i say special services, u should know what it means...
then i explained to zee, how? i dun have a wig, padded bra and make-up.. furthermore, i've never dragged outside my hse...
i know, i was just wondering if i looked good as a woman too..
then, cosmetics was sponsored by zee, shirt and hair by dilya... the first day i went out without hair, with paper breast... you'll understand when u look at the pictures... damn, i wish i can post it online but sorry peeps, i cant... walked around, only on the 2nd day of dragging did we see a grp of abg motor... gorgeous bunch... the only part, i am not ready to give anyone a blowjob just yet.. 1st time, so i just gotta see how the rest actually do it u see.?

speaking of which, i have not finished my monthly report which apparently turned into a fortnightly report.. why must they trouble other human beings having their own peace of mind? darn them...
so yeah peeps.. toodles... i've turned nocturnal since that nite so i guess i'll see u guys soon someday alright?
and picnic, it better happen...

Gorgeous Humans..

2008-08-15T17:06:00.003+08:00

well guys, drag show tonight... not me, i am not dragging... not the drag husni described to us on the first day he accidentally told us he is gay either... as in drag like dragqueen drag...
when will i drag? someday when i know that my face doesn't resemble those of a golden tamarind when i do put on make up.. plus hair, padded bra and accessories.. i sound like as if i got experience? no i don't.. 2days of hanging out with this gorgeous people and you'll learn loads of things..
fun bunch of people... you can laugh like mad till your brain suddenly pops out from ur head... well, to the point.. they're holding a pageant contest tonight at nanyang k-box so anyone who wanna drop by pls drop by, though i have a feeling no one is gonna read my blog and get updated about this matter... there'll be dancing, catwalks, and all likes of it for a pagentry...

now, the pissy but... one of the contestants, miss qisha(its jee btw), asked to choreograph steps for her... conssidering that he/she is a traditional malay dancer and have a hard time in doing the most simplest wave, pop or shake like fauzan did that time, she changed a tremendous lot of the dance step, so MY dance routine out of a sudden turned into HER MODIFIED dance routine... shit, u only have 2 minutes of dance, its not difficult... i gave up choreographing half way and just let her choreograph her steps... each tym she does something i just said, GOOD!! well, rather that she be comfortable doing something she know rather then do my stuff... she did take part of my dance step but it just looked wrong somewhere... just wrong... whatever, gud luck to all the contestants tonight btw... i'm aiming for imelda, zizie or tiara to win though...

until here guys... i gotta pack my bag and go home... home sweet home at last!! woohoo!!!!

Gorgeusness Of The World!!

2008-08-14T12:51:00.003+08:00

Hey-loh people!!

ok, fwont delay much... i'm going to dbl-o tonight... i told feng i wanna drag for the free entry but thinking again, i dun think i am gonna.. well, i'll be myself, and met loads of drags this few days... inspired, but not for me... i think i might look good, but you should see them... DROP DEAD GORGEOUS!!

anyone who have spare time this friday please do come down for miss drag queen pageant this friday at nanyang karaoke box, jurong... there'll be of course beautiful drags, well, except for one i guess... i am not trying to be evil but seriously, the face, PECAH!!! no more insults, but she managed to pull it off la, not too good as some of the rest of course... well guys, see you guys sometime soon.. i seriously have not much idea what to say...

oh ya, torn into pieces yet again, but this time i manage to stand tall... no more straight guys!!
wait, i started dating straight guys becos the gay ones are homo bastards..
whatever, they're still the same... someone out there for me definitely, it might be a woman, but how? cannot stand up la when see breast, what more if i see a pussy? so if thats the case, a woman have both, how?

ok, i'll stop talking thrash... toodles peoples!!

Monkey do monkey business...

2008-08-12T15:31:00.002+08:00

The title mainly refers to bananas... well, if you know my sexuality, you'll be wanting to know what bananas i'm talking abt... the answer:
laterally bananas... dun go think nonsensical...

Read my friends bloggies...
Sha, gud luck in what you're looking for..
Khai, chill... Someday everything will get better...
Faiz, when the hell are you gonna update?
Amos, nice blog!!

Well, first stop... WORK!!
i'll begin from last week... busy like mad, withdraw this item, withdraw that item, return this shit, return that shit, write this crap, write that crap and lotsa shit... do not forget that this bitch had to chair a meeting for psychological service department...
why do i have to chair it?
cause i know this area better then my supervisor... well, yeah... u should come to my office now and i'll say "welcome to my pig sty!! make urself feel like a boar!!"
and since i went st james on sunday night, office hour on monday appparently say bedtime... must have misread the schedule i guess... well, this week, pretty slack so i am gonna turn this pig sty back into the haven it was once... banned the cleaner from entering to clean my office cause i told her i wanna do it myself... bet she's smiling like mad, that she doesn't need to enter hell... i can be pretty demanding, in a nice way of course...

Love...
i'm torn... this, lemme handle this myself... though i will nvr forget my friends are there when i need... and khai, i really wanna meet that caucasian guy.. i promise, no sex... pls?

oh, i'm listening to one moment in time... well, i'm gonna post the lyrics now... u guys take care yeah, i've got to cut my hair later too since i failed my inspection... dammit... well, see u all... love u guys...

presenting to you, WHITNEY HOUSTON!!!

Each day I live I want to be

A day to give The best of me

I'm only one But not alone

My finest day Is yet unknown

I broke my heart For every gain

To taste the sweet I faced the pain

I rise and fall Yet through it all

This much remains

I want one moment in time

When I'm more than I thought I could be

When all of my dreams Are a heartbeat away

And the answers are all up to me

Give me one moment in time

When I'm racing with destiny

Then in that one moment in time

I will feel, I will feel eternity

I've lived to be

The very best I want it all

No time for less I've laid my plans

Now lay the chance Here in my hands

Give me one moment in time

When I'm more than I thought I could be

When all of my dreams Are a heartbeat away

And the answers are all up to me

Give me one moment in time

When I'm racing with destiny

Then in that one moment in time

I will feel, I will feel eternity

You're a winner

For a lifetime If you seize that

One moment in time Make it shine

Give me one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams Are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment in time
I will be, I will be, I will be free

I will be, I will be free!!

My Music - One moment in time

Long tiring day...

2008-08-05T22:24:00.004+08:00

SHIT!!

Let me explain whats the word up there for before formally starting..
Pressed the 'enter' button too much and i accidentally posted an empty post entitled Long tiring day...
DUMBASS RIITE!?!?!

ok, 1st thing first why i seem like screaming at the top of my head(though you cant see that of cos!)...
This Gayboy, was strutting his stuff right in front of me!! HELLOOOO!!! i'm here right in front of you, do you know who i am? i'm the Queen of bitches, gays and whores right now at TRACOM so u better show me respect at my domain!! damn that bitch..

ok... today, nothing much... amos slept at my office from 1.30 to 4.30... tell me about it... ns is like summer camp probably.. huever said its tough, i'll tell them i am having the best tym of my life over here...

and tats it... i wont bother complaining abt life, or have i already did...? well see u guys soon i guess... cya..

Long tiring day...

2008-08-05T22:24:00.001+08:00

WhooHOO!!!

2008-08-04T10:50:00.002+08:00

well, heellloooooo pple!!!

i seem happy? keep it that way, rather u guys be seeing a smiling face then one which says 'my life is full of faeces'... if you're wondering wads faeces, its basically an excretion from your cloaca...
make it easy.... its shit from ur arse... tats wad faeces means...

went out yest, with faiz, khai, farael, wei feng, fauzan, sam, husni and mini me... btw, there's advantage and disadvantages of being short alright... it can be annoying... no, sorry, minor corrections.. it can be REALLY annoying...

well, back to the story... meeting turned into a laughing session... kewats, we can never get straight on one topic for too long... its a crime if we do... no laughter, no fun... but too much laughter, irritating, but still fun!!

then sam had to go.. trainee mah!! wad to do liao? must book in before 9 mah!! later kena confinement... this paragraph is solely dedicated to sam, who is still serving in ns at HTA and sadly a bedroom at a coy...

then we lepak at this pondok area.. even worst, just because we have the space to ourselves, we made a din... a real huge din!! luckily, the citizens were rather nice so dun expect any pots or pans to be flying out the window... phew...

well, thats all for what happened yesterday...

speaking abt KL, this is how it goes like btw...
Faiz liaise with fauzan in regards to transportation..
Faiz liaise with husni, at the same time alex in regards to accommodation...
Alex is officially our tour guide for our KL trip...
Date is confirmed on the 24th October... However, pls apply for leave on the 23rd July since we can stay over at my grandma's place!! YAY!! When applying for leave, state 23rd July to 27th July...

The plan:
24th July
We shall make our way from my gramps place at approximately 8am..
the rest shall be up to faiz and our guide.. if u dun like it, say it but dun be so petty or else incur my wrath!!

well, that's all... just decided to type something cause i have to stay awake, i'm not feeling too good and i am bored waiting for this guy to appear and collect his goddamn keys...
alright, till here fellas..
luv u all..
missing those who i havent met for a long tym...

Craziness!!!

2008-07-30T21:55:00.003+08:00

oh well, what do you know..? the KL trip for all my gays are official but POSTPONED!!

TONGGEKNESS OF THE WORLD!!!

but whatever it is, divas who read my blog, pls be informed... gonna hold our crucial meeting this sunday itself...

Important things to talk about:

expenditure
hospitality
itinerary
genting (i have no idea who came up with this but i am going to say a big no to it cause this trip for me is solely for KL!)

and of course, whatever which might actually come up during the course of this meeting... this is all i will say in regards to KL trip... i rest my case till my big bitch mouth open up this sunday itself...

no, work! well, i am alone in my office most of the time during office hours and i got fauzee to accompany me after office hours... i know it sounds kinda weird that 1 person is to take care of the WHOLE of Training Village alone on office hours and 'POOF', appears somebody after ofice hours when i am not suppose to work... just a friend to keep company every night, that's all... and no, there's nothing between me and fauzee...
anyone who thinks otherwise is welcomed to my stylized slaughterhouse, namely people who cant bitch back against me...

last thing, my life... well, i like this guy... like mad to be true... he's straight, but at a certain point of time he returned the same feelings i had for him... so i tried to work things out... i'm not too sure how far i've succeed or how bad i've failed, but ya... i went out with other guys at the same time when going out with him, just a meet-up but no... that same feeling i did not feel when the first time i went out for a movie, slept on the same bed, or the first time i treated him to Popeye's at terminal 1 on the 27th June.. haha, he's cute when eating... hehe..
but the same insecurity fell on me when we didn't talk for a long time on the phone... well, 2 days is long enough for me to miss him actually.. the problem with me, i've went out with a straight guy before in my camp days... and it became a disaster... from friends, to date and it took a turnabout.. we are currently enemies, for a petty cause... i dun wanna lose this guy the way i lose him..
probably that's why i am overprotective, though i wanna let him have his own freedom... i just wanna see him smile back at me when i smiled at him, that cheeky grin he gave me that morning when he was on his way to work at tampines, the way he tenderly touched my back, the love i have so long craved for...
i did things he didnt like, and he just remained silent.. was it that he liked me for whatever i do, or he just didnt care..?
i sent him SMS nightly, and it suddenly ended without a gud nyt recently.. i used to end it with an 'i love you' or 'gud nyt', at least he replied a gud nyt, tat was enough.. not now... was it because he just cant be bothered or he have found someone new? probably just not too raise his handphone bills? sorry, i have a crazy way sometimes to make things sound positive...
but if he says something like he's busy, i'll trust him.. cause that's what i wanna earn, his trust.. after that his love..
haiz, i've no idea where this relationship is going and what's the journey... probably its true what people say, i pain myself to achieve what i see as a victory, but yet i'm confident that the pain will be all worthwhile if u succeed, though the pain remains to remind you of all the things which are negative that have happened..

well, i guess i have typed my share after a long time of not typing... haha... see you folks... love you all...

Stress...

2008-07-23T17:34:00.002+08:00

well, its not easy to go through your love life and you have to keep on working for making it happen... yupp... well, nobody's life is perfect... which is why i was quite pissed when i saw faiz bloggie just now... frustrating, but true... i wonder if they are going to reply, cause if they dun... i dunnoe what is on their mind...
well, i have been doing great, been doing one man operation which is frustrating... heard that i am going to have someone helping me out over here at training village but knowing that he is going to be more busy with leadership side, i know its going to be pointless having a helper... well, gonna ask si dave to help me out with the meeting with celina lua... gonna have loads of job soon... wish me luck guys... take care.... c u all soonn probably, considering that nobody view this blog usually... haha... c ya...

Badminton

2008-07-07T21:30:00.002+08:00

well, what do you actually know... am actually playing badminton on every weekdays, crazy but true, and now, i think i actually dislocated my elbow... dammit, and its really fuck painful... what do i have to say.. crazy people who wanna be fit... they do the craziest thing ever to actually remain or get fitter... and intake 132 is coming in... tomorrow!!! more men, more work... dammit... well, hope you guys are doing fine and i hope life, financially, emotionally and anything laterally associated to life will get better for me... if god will it... well, take care people... see ya...

More shit on my ns life... BORING!!! BUT FUN!!!

2008-06-19T00:41:00.002+08:00

ok, here is the story...
but before that, i'll introduce you guys to something known as the pocket book... well, its like a diary, pocket sized, and to be carried around by any police personnel everytime anywhere...
and here is how my entry looks like currently...

17/06/2008 (Tuesday)
0000: Stay over at Training Village, HTA..
0830: Begin duty...
1230: Went for Lunchbreak until 1330
1330: Resume duty...
1800: End duty...

and the list goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on...

Boring right?? try doing it everyday.. and u have something known as the station diary to update too... and it doesnt stop there.. there's a lot of registers to follow up just working as a staff assistant to any department in the police force... but of course, slacking is part of it too... haha... and all those smoke breaks, the guys to look at... oOoO lala... yupyup... its a crazy world out here... and to all my friends who are going to get enlisted into ns, embrace it with wide open arms... its a good thing u know...

well, just happened to drop by kenneth's blog address... cant imagine how much i have changed... to good boy to the bitch i am now... hope it stops there... but to be a dragqueen, I SHOULD OK!!!

so someday if u see me walking down the streets wearing a skimpy skirt and crazy outfits to be worn only by a woman, dun be surprised... is just a new me... haha... till then guys...

see ya till the next post...

OH MY GOD!!!

2008-06-12T17:50:00.002+08:00

ok people, i am back... and i cant imagine that ths dammit blog is still alive and not yet deleted even after so long of not typing a single shit into it like after 7 GODDAMN months cause i do not havea computer at my house and now i have one at my office... is this cool or what!?!?!?! AHHHHH!!
well, part 2, barely anyone reads this blog so it doesnt really matter to me though...
alright, updates on my ns life...

enlistment, done...
sex in camp, done(with an unending heartache)(i am still dating a straight guy)
passing out parade, done...
posting, am serving it now... as an office clerk to the training village at the home team academy under training command... fun or what?? well, it is but a lot of stress too...
well, thats just a short story from me to tell you what is happening to me...
you guys take care of yourselves alright..(that is if anybody actually reads this blog...
peace out...

almost another 1 month...

2007-11-12T01:46:00.000+08:00

and i swear i have no idea what to type after a whole month... bye peeps...

like a month later....

2007-10-27T15:38:00.000+08:00

hey people... i am here again exactly like abt 1 mth later... cool rite!?!?!?!?!?!?! btw, a lot have been happening since... my ns is coming up this december and i am working double, i guess i have told you about it i guess.... well, time to break up the points....
POINT 1
if u guys are actually very attentive, u guys would have realized that i put my birthday is 1 week after 27th november in the previous posting... since none told me, u guys are officially an ass like what i am... YAY!!!
POINT 2
on my birthday, it went ok la... eat dinner with shahul, kazaf, kenny and ismail... swensen's... kazaf eat pasta, i had baked rice, kenny had salad, shahul had chicken and ismail had "fish and chips".... nice dinner, then after dinner, went coffeebean to check my schedule, to viewing mall to view(DUH!!!) and then to pacific coffee to use the computers...
POINT 3
Ns... time for me to go and serve the nation.... police force... damn it..... but ok la.... will do la... i am actually looking forward to it btw.. hahahahahaha... i seriously cant imagine that i am actually looking forward to it... and faz have been making jokes at work about how i would be doing my work while in the police force...
POINT 4
i dun think thre's any point typing anymore cos i seriously have nothing else to say actually so until here folks...

btw, i am now at shahul's house eating lontong goreng in conjunction with celebrating hari raya... well... bubbyez....

crazy world...

2007-09-27T14:22:00.000+08:00

alright, i have to bastard my mum and shahul for dinner on this saturday... damn, i am not liking it but i have to cause my mgr says so and i dun have a choice... but its alright... shahul shall get to know my mother better without me being in front of them being a lamp post(not that they are dating but whatever) and i shall get to know my newer colleagues better... and damn it... i am shagged!!!
well, congrats to kazaf... i shall not say it on this blog cause the blog and me are suppose to at least remain virgin until 22nd november, not 7 december as said earlier long ago... whahahahaha!!!! i know i just give some clues and if u just dun understand, try understanding further... and its already 27th november, next week is like my birthday.... YAY!!! but i got seminar before that and for dinner, i will be meeting the rest of the group... hectic and busy... anything else i can say?? nope... and lutfi, i have updated my blog, if u did not read this, not my problem... speaking of which, when are u gonna lose ur virginity???
and by the way, the top 5 make ups in the world.... Clinique, Estee Lauder, Revlon, Lancome and Artistry... why i am telling u this... i wonder... well, until here people... good bye for now and thank you...

Like AGAIN!!!

2007-09-15T16:33:00.000+08:00

well, tell me when was the last tym i blogged... AGES!!!! damn, i miss mie bloggie... stoopeed computer at home is spoiled so i have to survive having only the computer at my workplace to use... and trust me, its seriously damn dumb... ok, now about 'What's Going On With Haikal' section....
well, i am working double job rite now... the corny part: both jobs are cafe... i am deefinitely going to drop one if they carry on giving me schedule of 1 day per week... thats to pacific coffee... and for coffeebean... i am just happy... well, the grass is always greener on the other side so i am going to think about it again actually... life is never easy... point taken peeps??? but there's always a way to turn a piece of shit into something nice.... like how they take cow's shit and put it into the soil as fertilisers for BEAUTIFUL flowers to grow..??? just keep that story inside ur head and never forget it... it might help... and opart 2, a friend of mine is married!!! congratulations to her actually... for me, if ever i am getting married, i am going to get married at south africa... cool place actually... and also, gays are legalised over there... the rest, go figure... well... until here cause if i am supposed to type down everything... i will take the whole day... so adios people... take care...

Not Much Tym, Even To Rest

2007-08-21T21:59:00.000+08:00

well, the world is vast and basically, i have a whole world to explore so if i do not really blog into you dear bloggie... so sorry ok... and well, updates on me...
liked someone but waked up from dreamland and oh my god... what a mistake... went out with shahul and kazaf jux now... i got big plans for myself and my friends basically... gorgeous... haha... i am loving life... at least i know i have a goal on life right now... i know i want something to happen and i am gonna kill people if this dream doesn't happen... well, its teamwork after all... so hi5 people... and goodness gracious... i swear i am even too tired to think... what to type over here i mean...
well people, shahul asked for a birthday gift from me, and i am gonna get it... my birthday is going on well... i mean the planning that is... haha... airport vouchers... i am loving you!!! i swear if u are human, i can kiss and have sex with you... speaking of which, officially on the 7th of december i can already start having sex again... CHEERS TO ME!!! and i am given the job of music compilation for shahul's birthday actually... gonna do it this saturday probably... with ismail's help... and for the chinese songs, it will be with kenny.. he is demanding aint he?? well, since its for his own birthday, that will be fine then... haha... well, uintil here peeps... bubbyez...

A Long Time Indeed

2007-08-13T03:21:00.000+08:00

well, hello peeps... interesting things since thursday so let me jump straight into the storyline ok???

Thursday, Nutsy Kooku Day
went out, during national day, straight from home, straight from work to meet shahul, kazaf, shawn, sofian, kenny and new friends edwin and kk(for kk, i have no idea whether he really is a friend anot...) its a crazy day, as usual, bitching, eating but i have to say i am rather pissed off with kk though... i have no idea what to tell that fella, terrible attitude, and luckily, the others were there to console me... well, after a while, sofian came... more info as usual shall be posted rite at the end of the happenings for the day... shahul and sofian stayed the night at my place though btw... that is my workplace that is, so anyone who wanna hangout, bitch like mad and have a good tym and yet have a good rest, u guys are absolutely welcome to my workplace... if my manager is not around that is...well, shahul took 2 more application form btw... then after that day, went home... i slept and shortly after going home, friday started... (everyday starts late for me since i am working night shift almost everyday btw)

Friday, Havoc
well, went home, slept, in fact, overslept... met amin, nadiah, kecik, iza later then i am supposed to at apollo centre for our karaoke session... shit, it was damn fun la... nadiah and amin sing damn well btw... they can be singapore idols!!! shit, they're that good... i suck, cause i know i suck cock better then having a mic in front of my mouth... shit, i was ok la, i know i can do bettter, if only i trained... haha... then went to try our luck at velvet dragon... CANT ENTER!!! stupid rite, luckily its not that far.. . go clubbing i mean... well, its ok... i know i am underaged so thats fine... so went drinking at this place known as red at bugis instead... gulped down like jim bean and it was so cool to odrink after such a long time... damn!!! it was hell drinking... i was slightly high but nadiah got drunk after a few neats and on the rocks for jim bean... and i swerar its ugly looking at drunk people... well, care for a drink anyone??? invite me, but dun regret if i know too much about you after u turn sober.... well, slept at oxley hotel after that since nadiah was not in a state to go home... nadiah told us a lot though, i wont mention any here... and she did a few stupid things... like nigga style handshaking and putting a plastic bag over her head??? she was suppose to puke into it btw... well, drunk people... haha... they're always funny.... and after oxley, started the next day at 9am...

Saturday, Resting Slightly In Peace
SLLEEEEEP!!! and after that, woke up in the evening... went to jais house... eat.... not too much... i am getting fatter... seriously... then after that, went home... should have talked to shahul, luckily he is already ok... well, back to me... i got a bag of rice as a gift from jais after the day... went home, sleep!!!

Sunday, The Gathering
met up, shawn, kazaf, sofian, edwin and me!!! well, bitched as usual, shahul ordered specs and contacts... watch teenage icon, screamed, eat pastamania... damn fun day... even words cant express it...

and now to the most interesting part of it... the introduction to the lords of the world... we'll start from the oldest...

Sofian, Elector Of The Kings, God Of Bitchiness, The Elder, Keeper of Heaven
reason, he claims immortality, and he gave us the countries, how bitchy, and how godly...

Shahul, King of Egypt, King Of Africa, Pharoah Of Hell, Gay Pharoah, Piper
thats where he is from, the only gay pharoah, he wants to rule africa for the vast army, and when angry, he commands the host of hell into him... first ever to be elected, one of the power of three...

Edwin, King of Guatemala, Lord of Corns, Master Of Bisexuals, King Of Central America
elected as ruler of guatemala, on sunday... newest to the family, bisexual, and exporter of corns to other countries...

Kenny, King Of Israel, Ruler of Eastern Mid-East, Lord of Toiletries
elected as king of israel, the stingy and yet disgusting with vast supplies of toilet papers and a hell lot of shit up his... oops... sorry, secrets unraveled... not allwed to rule whole of mid east since the first king says he wants control of saudi arabia... and cant be leo cause the king cant get married to his own brother...

And now The Queens...

Shawn, Empress Dowager, Lady Of Concubines, Ruler of Orientals, Prue
smallest and loads of secrets, we have no idea yet what that cute face holds btw... secrets are still being unravelled slowly... hehe, watch out shawn, as shahul says, he is gonna tear u apart... now, we are gonna tear u apart!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!! holding position prue, the fallen witch... get a life dear!!! well, strong mental, have a mind of her own, just like prue... endangered species, since prue is long dead, but still comes back as a spirit, silent and gentle...

Kazaf, Queen of Mongolia, Lady Of Farm Animals, Ruler of Central Asia, Phoebe
she needs how to learn how to fight honestly, not with baby corns and cucumbers and stop praising her donkeys, cattles, sheeps and camels... they wont protect u much u know... hehehe... well, thx to her, we are networking quite well actually... yupp, so i shall give u that credit... Quite terrible in organising since she always predicts the future wrongly... 2nd of the three...

Haikal, Queen of Papua New Guinea, Lady of Oceania, Indonesia and Australia, Keeper Of The Rainforests, Lady Of Aborigines, Paige
well, papua new guinea and oceania, pretty bushy, nice landscape, strenthened naturally, and the place where bushy aborigine people come from... gross... but whatever... competitor to the king on the bitching, seeking world domination also, hehe... competitive, forever competing who is a better bitcher with first king... 3rd and youngest of the 3 and youngest of the rulers... youngest but like cili padi, can sting hard and when stung, dun feel anything... i am such a bitch...

speaking of which, kenny owe me 5 slaps...
1)for being bi
2)for not updating his blog
3)for being late most of the time
4)for cancelling out jogging
5)for not shaving the last time we met you

well, thats all folks... its pretty boring actually cause i am typing this half sleeping... chiaoz!!!

From The Queen

2007-08-07T01:57:00.000+08:00

praises for all of you reading this... well.. HI PEEPS!!! i miss blogging actually, the only way i can tell the worl what the hell i am feeling since i am rather an introvert, regarding my feelings but a BIG EXTROVERT when it comes to stupid things... though i wont say sex is stupid, well, i just make stupid jokes out of it... yeah... well, time for my life story, the happenings behind and outside my palace... cant remember much since last week was rather busy actually... but i shall try and recap...

Wednesday
worked alone!!! and sales was like 300+++ in the morning before i left... imagine all the coffees i have to make with the cleaning up, the throw rubbish, the pastry arrangement, the topping up of condiments, the paperworks, the customers!!! well, the good part, most of them asked for take away but throw their rubbish on the table instead of the bins provided, cant blame them, bin rather obscure... not their fault, and neither izit mine!!! so open ups wider and lok for the bin bitch!!! cant u see them when i pointed out the sugar?? if u cant, ur blind and about to die...
Thursday
off, but followed my mum to toa payoh hdb hub... peeps, selling my house, sadly, i am loving that place actually, but its my mum paying for it so i have to understand how she is feeling... yeah... went to aunts place, take a rest and i offered cuz to do his cross stitching... yupp, all green, frust looking at it... stupid rite, all green!!! well, at least i know that i am contributing partly for the largest handicraft work to be recorded in guinness... yeah... cool huh??? nope, its stupid!!!
Friday
slept until the night before going to work, met zaidee... yupp... at work of course, i clean up shop anfd he on the phone as usual, tried finishing up cross stitching as usual during frre time... at around 5, i slept... that was after displaying the pastries... slept until 730 am... hehe... cool huh... yes it is for someone who does not have enough sleep... muahahaha!!! well, it was crazy la... damn tired...
Saturday
erm, i remembered being piss cause i had to work for 1 hour... its my off day!!! who iis not!!! i went to the airport to finsh up the stitching but did not as usual... then was doing it halfway when at ard 4 am in the very early wee hours of the next morning(that is sunday) that he is coming down to the shop with nadhir, ridzwan, yue long and gerald.... (GERALD IS STILL LOOKING CUTE) lutfi will disagree with what i say though.. regarding gerald that is... then he asked me if i am gay and i answered, "yes i am, and i am proud of it!!!"... his reply, "gays rocks!!!", crazy dude that fella is... well, after that at around 7, went home... they slept at the shop and some ended on the floor... HAHAHA!!! its damn funny la... i mean the staffs have not cleaned up yet so just imagine the dust on the carpet and they sleeping on it... allelujah i tell you....
Sunday
reached my aunts place to meet up with my mum... now, the stitching, combined effort... me, my mum and my foster mum... though there was a time when all three were sleeping only to be woken up by llittle putri crying telliong us she soiled her diapers and want milk... well, i fed the milk(not from my breasts, i dun have any!!!) but i told my foster mum, never the diapers!!! i am not gonna touch her shit even though she is my little foster sister!!! hehe, i am evil... I KNOW!!! well, my aunt, uncle and the boys went to johor to see the house over there, well, they said its nice so i have to believe their words of course... so yeah, finished the stitching at nite and went home... nite, reached home, my gramps reached home and my uncle reached home... turning into the himbo i am, i opened up my mouth and shouted,"what a coincidence!?!?!" in malay, but like a man, and thinking about it, it might have looked funny... sling bag for a woman, behaving SOOO straight and speaking like a girl... erm, weird but true... well, went home and sleep!!!

and that leaves us with today... i slept, played game and made my way to airport since shahul was here trying to apply a job... came here, and he was already biitching with the girls... yupp... and he said i am rather silent today... i also dunno why, but i have a lot in my mind... well, i told myself i am not gonna date until someone right comes... not giving anymore chances to anymore who wanna date me, sorry guys... its hard to let go of the past... well, tell all of you, i did not have the mood to date since the second last date... yupp... then there is the house, and then there is the schedule... lots... i am tired of thinking.... thankfully, thats the only reason why i am still living right now though... damn... wished it ended like long time ago sometimes... you people ever tried attempting suicide?? i did, but it failed... its funny actually thinking about it...

well, a joke to lighten up the situation... and it really happened... though this happened like long time ago, recounted by my teacher who is a muslim... well, first the facts, as a muslim, we wash our ass with our hands and soap each time after with shit... i am being damn open over here, and i am laughing while typing, people are looking at me but who cares!!! i am loving that weird attention being given... haha!!! so now, the story...
this teacher of mine is rather open... she was studying abroad back then... well, met up with her friends and they were kinda like making fun of us muslims washing our ass with soap and that the scout handshake cant be done as scouts shake hands using their left hand, and if contacted, they will give their shit to others... well, there was this guy who was saying that he finger fucked a woman and another said she was having piles... and my teacher laughed, er friends thought she was nuts... and she opened up her mouth...
"well, at least i have my fingers around my ass CLEANING it up but u stuff urs up a womans' vagina and eating with that hand... how's her pussy?? tasty??(muslims eat with their right hand, that includes finger food...) and you wont have piles if u have washed ur ass like how i washed mine..." and she walked off the table... well, those friends are still her friends and they still conact each other via email... friends in the weirdest places... well, put it this way, that bimbo friend actually believe her, though piles is usually connected mainly to constipation usually... so yeah, she won the debate with some wrong facts somewhere...
and the second... there was this time when shahul called me and he told me he was looking at his nephew digging his ass then digging his nose then put his hand into the mouth.. we had a good laugh and went pondering in the end if we ever did that when we were small... though at least i remembered digging my nose and tasting it... i was in love with it last time... come to think about it, its a disgusting act but i can still remember the salty sweet taste... yummmmmmmmy!!! well... i shut up now... gotta gho peeps!!! i feel much better saying it out to a computer for humans to read then telling humans straight into the face!!! thanks god... well, i am still crying deep within my heart, i have no idea why... until here then... bubbyez!!!

The Pharoah And The 2 Queens, The Power Of 3

2007-08-01T04:24:00.000+08:00

well, hello people... now i shall blog about what happened since last saturday...

Saturday
well, i finished work, went home and its grandma's birthday!!! happy 71st birthday gramps!!! bought her a watch with my mum, well, shared the money for the gift and its gorgeous la!! silver stained with a little hue of pink... nice!!! and definitely for the ladies... well, she liked it but not that much since no one bought her favourite, so i bought her favourite only like the next day... a bar of chocolates and she was SOOOOOO happy... well, happy birthday again gramps... belated though now...
The Performance
remember i told you guys i had a performance which i only had one tym practicing it on a real instrument??? well, it went out well!!! haha, with the chinese orchestra, it was fabulous!! not too good for the dancers since the malay orchestra ate their food up before their performance that they were performing with an empty stomach... and their trainer made such a big fuss!!! what the hell... but whatever... they dun perform much so i bet it should be alright for them... played like chinese, malay and some contemporary songs... i love matsuri!!! crazy piece... just intriguing... nothing hard though...
Home
tired, went home, talked to shahul halfway and slept...
Sunday
met up with kazaf, shahul, sofian, rei and new friend, shaun!!! well, met up at coffee bean at vivocity, then wathced simpsons the movie, hilarious but just not my cup of tea... well, make it short, it was a great day

well, make things short, it was a great day on sunday... pity that kenny cant be there and enjoy the non stop bitching between the 3 scorpios... shahul, sofian and kazaf... well, the title to this have a reason... the power of 3 initially is shahul, kazaf and me, and we still are... well, i'll make it into a story...

sofian, the great bitch declared himself god of the bitches and therefore put the 3 to rule part of the world... shahul the eldest became the gay pharoah, lord of the ancients and middle easterns, oldest of the 3... kazaf became empress dowager, but declined and thus upon her she was forced to become the queen of mongolia, and haikal was given queen of papua new guinea... i wont reject that or i mite just get zimbabwe... so i'll shut up... well, there, ur pharoah and his queens... the power of three!!! its better off if sofian explained it though... well, thats all peeps... take care!!!

Busyness of the world!!

2007-07-27T08:48:00.000+08:00

well, like everyone else... i have been busy... busy sleeping to recuperate from my fever... and busy with the performance which is later... i wish i can invite everyone but its apparently some function at the shang ri la hotel(got class rite??), so i cant... yupp... so whats happening, boring things so i am not gonna blog again today except for the fact that i am feeling much better... luv and hugs to everyone!!!
MUACKS!!!

Hello People

2007-07-24T03:32:00.000+08:00

hello people!!! well, we'll start from saturday straight...

Sofian
met up with sofian at his school, morth vista secondary school... ooh, u shud be there... some DAMN gorgeous young boys, and taller then me!!(not a surprise actually..) well, whatever... from there we went to marsiling secondary school... for the malay band thingy... well, as usual, NO INSTRUMENTS!! i am like seriously wasting my time over there... and so i just sit down like some dumb asshole as usual... well, sofian argued with the higher authorities about the instruments so i'll be getting mine right before the performance... its seriously that stupid...
Eat
went to eat after that... with azam, zahidah, hashim, zaid, sofian and nasruddin... well, havent been hanging around with kak marie and fir cos
1) fir is depending on other people financially...
2) they already have liyana to replace us actually...
so yeah... and met johan on the way... wonder who is that weird people???!?!?!?!?! GRRRRRR!!!
Home
i was so tired, i went home... and thats what i feel like doing now while typing though...
Sunday
went market!!! and was late to meet sofian... well, met up with him and went staright for marsiling secondary... i was at last reunited with my clarinet... in better condition now... and that reminds me i gotta get a cleaning cloth for my clarinet... well, no reed though so i got a reed from hafiz amron(i have no idea why is sofian going goo-goo-gah-gah over him though)... well, blowed until i got tired... its worst then sucking cock... and met ex-crush azwee!!! miss him so much!!!
Eat
went out and eat with the same bunch of people... eat and go smoke... it was not expected that azam, zaid and nasruddin smokes though... but well, they do...
Home
same reason... BLAH!!! i lead a boring life...
today... woke up feeling sick, shahul called and i am sorry i dod not entertain u much cause i am indeed sick... well, supposed to pluck eyebrows but did not cause i met mum first... then go home feeling feverish, shahul called and i was not in the mood of talking... so sorry shahul... then cant sleep until i messaged kazaf, kenny, rei and shahul about when on earth can we hang out like the first tym i knew them... i am indeed more sentimental when i am sick...

well, have to end here cause my nose is dripping like tap water... and my customers are looking at me with a flowing nose typing on the computer, not sure if they wanna use it still but i think they will... well, bye now!!!

Bleurgh!!!

2007-07-21T08:25:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!!! well, kinda crazy but it seems i am actually spennding more time blogging then actually spending my time with my darling ps2 at home, my only source of entertainment!!! damn, its a nutsy world out there btw people... so take good care of yourself ok??? dun worry, nothing happened to me recently though... well, lets talk about my life again...
from now on, we'll skip the boring details... i have no idea why i even type that down...

Out With Ismail!!
well, since i slept at the airport, since i dun wanna go home and luk at my uncle's face and start a petty squabble.. this is what i did... waited for ismail, and not forgetting niis at ct1 at 2pm.... yeah, and off we went to tampines mall... first stop, long john silver!!! miss the food there since i cant go and eat long john with sofian cos he does not like it... too cheap for him if i am not wrong... so ya... EAT!!! i ordered a combo 3(ismail paid for mine cos he got 100dollars richer!!!) consisting of fish, chicken and also shrimps... healthy stuff, well, ignoring the fats and oils cause they are actually using white meat... and people, i made up my own imaginary friend named bob!!! nice name rite??? whatever... well, me being me, we were talking about nonsensical sex all the way...and also the 2 videos we watched, the first was a video of an autopsy, where the brain was taken out(damn cool la!!!) and the next was a woman vomiting into a pot and after that drink up all she had vomited(damn gross!!! i wanted to puke my brunch out actually..)... when i looked for my eyeliner and compact powder since metro have sale and is having clearance sale(on top of the great singapore sale) but DAMN!!! sold out!!! both eyeliner AND compact powder... and forgot to pass by watsons to get it... so i am gonna buy it like after this... at least we found niis pantyhose at the sale... well, after that, went to get niis shoes... and for god's sake, the shoe was like damn nice and it fit her but she was like SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO choosy that i actually demanded her to get it cos i miss my bed... hahaha!!! sorry dear, cant help it... well, went home and sleep after that of course...
Late-ness Of The World!!!
and i dun wanna remind u people i hate being late... rushed down to work yesterday and while inside the bus, this guy or gurl farted and revealed wad she ate for one of her meals... eggs!!!! gross!!! u shud be there and smell it... thats when i messaged sofian, kazaf, kenny, johan and rei what would they do if someone actually farted in the bus and it stinks of eggs?? did not ask shahul since he have more then enough on his mind and apparently did not know kazaf had another date... so ya, the answers are like this...
sofian: act nonchalant like as if nothing happen. pinch ur nose, pretend it wasnt u...(its not me by the way...)
kenny:ask he boil or fried the egg lol
kazaf:no reply(bet he cant be bothered)
rei:no reply(he too probably cant be bothered)
johan: (he called)whats with the question???(i explained)thats damn gross la!!!(i say bubbye)bubbye...
then reach work... and started working of course...

and this will be the ending part, i have read 3 books for the last 5 days so now i am gonna give their rating...

The Fifth Day
Rating:3 out of 5
damn slow, fortunately, its a thriller and there's a little bit of religion in it and at the same time science... about the story, i shall tell you since its damn slow... about a man discovering why the hell his brother died... and i dun wanna remind u again, its damn slow... and it also talks about the four horsemen of apocalypse, war, pestilence, famine and death... its stupid, but the ending is nice, thats why 3 point rating...
Harry Potter And The Half Blood Prince
Rating:5 out of 5
read it up yourself... a book not to be missed, speaking of which, the last installment for the harry potter is series is out today so dun forget to get it today ya peeps!!!
Boyfriend Material
Rating:5 out of 5
extremely bitchy, erotic and very gay... its damn fun la!!! anyone wanna borrow the book, ask me.. it belongs to sofian though... but i think i am gonna lend it out on his behalf... yupp.... he seems to have forgotten about it though, but well, i'll remind him about it sometime soon though...

well, until here peeps!!! bubbyez!!!

God!!! What else can appear over here..?

2007-07-20T04:02:00.001+08:00

well, yesterday's thought of the day,
"shit do happens!!!"
and for today,
"shit still happens!!!"

well, first stupid thing of the day, to wake up in the early morning and watch television, not there's anything intersting on screen... well, a way to kill time...
second, to messaged someone i dunno at all and ask him whether he will give someone a heads on...(he did not reply, and that was seriously a wildcard kinda question when i am bored...) my answer would be a yes if u are wondering though... its only a blowjob... can even do it in a car, rite kazaf??? damn, i am feeling bitchy... sorry!!!
third, to say hello picking up the phone when its not ringing...
fourth, god!!! i am gonna stop... too many shit, i slept to stop pmyself from doing anything stupid btw...

and people keep on sending me stupid emails!!! its irritating, and i just realised someone have changed my profile for friendster saying i am a loser... but i just cant be bothered to change it back!!! i am so pissy and bitchy!!! bloody bitch!!! damn stupid, i really wish i could just slapped that face of whoever who did that, seriouisly no life...

well, lets start with the 18th of july after work... spent time at the shop, for what, dun ask... even i am rather clueless... then make my way home, bathe, change into pe attire and off to toa payoh west cc mall... not forgetting people just look at my legs, well, newly shaved so i would understand since i beat some girls to most beautiful leg contest... not my cousins though, damn... back to the story, went to the cc for this fusion game training... a mixture of badminton, squash and tennis... like, its been a long time since i exercised... did not stretch so that explains my foul mood cause my muscles are stretching everywhere until now... its irrating... i walked everywhere like as if i have something up my ass... dick?? something like it... it would be nice but yet, lets not bring me back to my slut years!!! those were enjoyable though... but u feel cheap and bad... well, whatever...

well, skip the sex part, now... went to the airport, slept and went back home... i am just not comfortable with someone else in the house, my aunts maid... just freaky, thats all... well, seriously, i cant concentrate with this aching going on on regarding what the hell should i be writing!!! and i think i am mumbling all the way... well, lets just get to today...

well, now, woke up, and actually sms iza if she can replace me, and here she is beside me looking at me typing at what the hell i am probably... then after that, after some few stupid things, as i said, went to sleep... and here i am now... before coming here, i saw this guy named matt who is 39(he looked 25) from new zealand and is drunk... could have asked him for a fuck but he is too freaky to ask from, though i know he will give, 100%!!!! well, weird world... but whatever... i shall end here, this shall be the most boring entry typed yet... soio now, adios... bubbyez!!!!

The 20th

2007-07-18T02:51:00.000+08:00

well, its my 20th posting!!! much more successful then all my previous bloggies apparently and all under the same name... uselesspitch!!! just luv that nick for most of my online things... easier to remember... lets start with todays story....
supposed to meet shahul and sasha sherlyn at taka... apparently did not cause shahul thinks that sasha is probably still sleeping so he advised me to go home first just in case sasha might be like super late and i wont get enough rest for work... very thoughtful right!!! i love that brother of mine... well, whatever it is, i did go home, missed my stop like three times, one of the worst bus stories i ever had... missed the bus all the way to the interchange THRICE i mean.... from airport to bedok, then take bus to ang mo kio(suppposed to stop at hougang) and skipped my bus again and after one last time before i walked back home... god must be trying to tell me i am getting fatter...
well, home alone since gramps went out, so slept, that i skipped all the prayers for the day, damn i feel sinful and went to work... well, got a scolding before that though... for not eating... god must be tellling me now dun take a diet to seriously probably... i am kinda extreme sometimes...
went to work, and realised, I NEED TO GET MY COMPACT POWDER SOON!!! finishing soon, NOT FORGETTING THE BLOODY EYELINER!! damn, make up can be rather stressful at times... luckily i dun need a blusher... phew!!!
well, reached work, and i thought of a story cel told me while she was working at pastamania... this is how it goes...
Cel: hi welcome to pastamania, whats ur order maam???
Auntie: one carbonia...
Cel: ??????????? carbonara?????????
Auntie:AH!!! yayayayayaya....
Cel:choice of pasta maam???
Auntie: ya, pasta...
Cel: fusilli, spaghetti, macaroni or linguine???
Auntie:aiyah, the noodle one la...

well, this is ione way to proove how most of our nyonyas wanna modernise but just cant cut through that well apparently... well, there's more weird things at my shop which i dun serve... well, tell u about it when i see u guys... and talked to alvin... this cute guy, haha... but been missing in action for quite long... i do have feelings for him though... well, take care peeps, i have another date next week thoiugh... well bubbyez!!!

bloggie!!!

2007-07-17T03:04:00.000+08:00

well, blogging again after god knows how many days... LOVE U DARLING BLOG!!! well, of course there is more to love in this life... i'll skip to the more important things though...

The Date!!!
well, i did tell you i went out on a date on sunday rite?? well, i regret it.. the guy just too old for me la... freaky, its like going out with my uncle... and i HATE people who does nonsensical approach when i just get to know him!!! i dun wanna tell him straight into the face of course that i am not his toy... felt so stressed up... well, i did messaged him in the theater even though he is like rite beside me... the message went like this...
"dun mind me but do u mind putting ur hands off me cause i dun feel that comfortable??? thank you and sorry"
well, lucky for him that he did or else i am gonna put up a drama... considering that no one knows what a rebel i am yet... and considering that only shahul and ian and lutfi knows what a slut i am during my school years, though i have not perfected the skill of blowjobbing then like i already did now... and people, jux for your information, i have a sex partner... just one... and i have been like that for 2 years... both would only stop when we are attached... and he is straight btw.... rare delicacy, so why miss the chance???
After The Date!!!
he decided to go eat duck rice and i told him i am going to the toilet and well, do it the classic way... just disappear after that... i mean I did that... though i messaged him that i dun wanna meet anymore... so bitchy, but thats me... ;) well, asked johan what to wear but he sounded rather pissy so i dun wanna prolong the talking with him... now i understand after reading his blog... sorry for that dear, did not mean to... and i felt sorry for kenny also... and also to shahul who is having some kinda dilemma rite now... god bless u guys... well, went toilet, messaged kenny like shit!! the 'f' word frequent in the messages i sent, and i stoned in the toilet for a good 30 minutes actually... while reading the paper... haha.... i cant imagine i actually did it... well, gud enuf i did not sleep like i intended to....
Shahul!!!
well, called shahul and met up with him though i waited for quite long, it was a good feeling to meet him after a terrible accident, well, not that terrible as any of the three i just talked about just now... and shahul let out all his problems... not that i dun have any, just that i have mine in better control since like the saying goes,
"i am an actress, a bitch, a diva... dun call me haikal if i am neither one of the above"
"i am a homosexual, survivor of discriminations for more then a centuries old, nothing is impossible for me..."
well, just the bitchy sayings i always tell myself at least... and btw people, my overseas friends are so CUTE!!! haha, yupp, that goes to you tom, lawrence and chris... (16, 18, 28 respectively..) well, the thought that lawrence have a car to drive still irritates me though...
Shopping!!
well, went shopping with shahul... yupp, SHOPPING!!! the once dreaded thing for me is a monthly must from now on... well, shahul only went to body shop... and made a new friends... miss sasha sherlyn!!! a trans but trust me, shahul and me loved her when we saw her... haha!!! very funny and very open minded... kinky fella... I LIKE!!! well, shahul bought his body products and i might be going there to buy cosmetics probably, nothing more then eyeliner, compact powder and i mite get lipgloss... just to look sexy, u get it?? everyone is beautiful, its just how they make themselves look better with whatever god have sent down to us... yupp... especially make up and specs and contact lenses!!!
well, do i need to say i went home??? not by car(the thought still itches my brain...) but by bus... yupp...

and part 2, what happened last friday... the misinteractions with my dear customers...

The Italian(or arabian or latin???) u decide...
well, he stayed overnite at the store, not that i never haad any, i have them everyday, from regular customers with no place to go home after work and stranded passengers... i wont deny that my sofas are uncomfortable... just dusty... well, in the morning, he asked me to take care of his bag and well disappeared for 1 hour... well, got suspicious and i called in the police to take his bag away... same old irritating report... but they ended it faster because i was too cooperative...(who wont if the officer is like so cute!!!???) well, it was freaky... haha!!! but funny... i had a bread knife with me in the counter afraid he will come and attack me... well, the knife was well sharpened... by me!!! and dangerously also, by me!!!
The Chinese
well, asked if we have wifi... i told him wifi under airport and his reply was...
"i dun want coffee, u got wifi??"
and i went out of speech... and i told him to go to the info counter... make matters worst, info counter says i have wifi... i went speechless again... and i told him, get a coffee and use my computer and he said,
"WIFI!?!?!?!"
my reply... "dun have... and end of story for china man...
Never leave out, The INDIANS!!!
well, coffe and tea is their normal item... espresso with a hell lot of milk that it turns into a cafe latte... another... what is the best... any pastries at the shop is....
BREAD!!! so bread all the way... and when u take the wrong thing, they'll scream at you... well, what do you do if that happens... SCREAM BACK!!! heck service, and they will actually respect you though... but dun over do it... or ur in for a beating...

well, thats all... and johan is still damn closeted, but as sofian says, a glass closet... a few knocks and the glass will shatter and the truth will spill out... well, thats all peeps... BUBBYEZ!!!

Its My Life Now!!! Blogging!!!

2007-07-13T03:03:00.000+08:00

Hey now people!!! i am back with a whole new long post as usual for today... hope u guys enjoy reading.. i wont be modest in my blog but i know i type stupid and slightly interesting stuffs here usually... (buey hao bai!!) well, whatever... now to the story...

Glorious Food!!! Fish!!!
gimme fish!!! any fish!!! well, not the ones kenny and kok shen saw at marina bay though... my gramps cooked some fish with soup... its cod if i am not wrong... and its fantastic!!! today, "asam pedas", damn spicy and accidentally salty since she is fasting today and cant taste the gravy... and more fish!!! i love my big momma!!!
Regarding Cel...
her days are still numbered in pacific coffee.... yupp... 10th august in the morning taking jet star back to manila... oh ya, she worked from 8am to 11pm yesterday cause raja had an accident, have i said that?? well, whatever... just say it again then...
Hindi Songs
more of Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gam!!! must watch that show liao... very nice movie... well, hindi shows to watch...
kabhi kushi kabhi gam
devdas
kuch kuch hota hai
SATS
if u are wondering what is SATS, its the ticketing officers for flights at changi airport... they are the one who entertain almost everyone of the visitors coming to singapore... hahaha... its stressful, according to my sister... well, one thing for sure... they gotta learn how to put on make up... SERIOUSLY!!! their service can be good AT TIMES when they are feeling good... but seriously, make up girls... i can look more beautiful then you if i am wearing that ckirt and vest u r wearing... and i dun need to remind u guys that i wont be modest in my blog...
AMY LEE POH HUA!!! My Nemesis!!!
welll, she said i will be part time as of 1st of august.. yupp...so, i GOT MORE TIME AT LAST FOR MYSELF!!! but i am still gonna hunt for another job that is... probably trying retail??? yeah, i will...
Pimple...
i am not gonna talk about this... it stresses me up... shit!!!
Black Pepper Sauce, Ketchup And Chilli
u read about 'curry, ketchup and chilli' on the previous posting..? its the same thing, by the same race as usual... yupp... i give up on indians...
Kazaf and Johan
dear sister and brother, (respectively), ur blog takes damn long to download on my company's computer... must be the computer... haha... sorry, just blogging about it... told you, its MY LIFE!!!
Erm
i did tell most of you that i am a lil bit indian rite?? well, it took me to put some sense into another indian... this means, it takes an indian to tok to another... IRRITATING U KNOW!?!?!?!

and some interesting things u might wanna know about... the last part is usually more interesting then the rest...

osama's son who is 27 years old is getting married to an old lady from egypt aged 51... kinky??? very... i wonder how do they even have sex... ITS IMPORTANT OK!!! and dun call me a pervert for that... sex is important when u are married...

talking to lawrence(the one froom uk)... he have a car!!! and he is making me damn jealous about it... and i am 8 days older then him and he is much taller then me...

its irritating...

talking to new friend chris from denmark i think... he is great!!! to tralk to i mean.. haha... funny guy... 28 years old... yupp... haha.... and last but not least...

My imagination
i came out with alot of my fantasies and if i have the time, i shall type it down... few of them are:
1001 things u can do at the staircase
a night out at the beach
the dark alley
swing along!!!

and lots more... haha.. till here.. todays's is boring and long.. yeah i know... kinda sleepy thats why i have been typing down shit all the way actually... well, take care guys... love ya all...

2007-07-12T02:42:00.000+08:00

hello people!!! haha!!! i am feeling so hyper now i guess... well guys... a lot of shit... i shall start from yesterday... i missed out alot because i was rather pissy with somethings... and now, i shall start...

MESSY!!!
lets start with what i saw when i came in for work... the whole store is in a mess!!! make it better, if amin wasn't there, it would be messier!!! first tym ever i am so disappointed with my girls!!! but its understandable... since raja just recovered from an accident(she is malay btw) and nadiah have been working like a dog... its understandable... the only not understandable part is, cant u just throw the rubbish for gods sake..? i pity amin, he gotta like throw the rubbish TWICE!!! once is crazy, TWICE is HELL!!! not forgeting that changi airport is one of those places with a hell lot of thrash!!! so imagine how stinky it can be at times... at times that is... and next,

The Horse Ride
while typing down in my dear bloggie yesterday, some of my customers were talking about horse riding... i wanted to turn around and tell them, women are still humans, and they are not mens tool or toy for ur sexual desires... well, been there so i know how it feels like being used for sex... horrible...

Lawrence and Tom
well, halfway through, was talking to lawrence and tom... havent been talking to them for quite some time already, especially tom~~~ miss u dude!!! speaking of which, lawrence have to go to somewhere by then(its 3am in singapore) and tom was talking to me... very chatty!!! i love talking to that guy!!! he have a lot to talk about, i like!!!! and not forgetting, both are from uk... i have no idea whare lawrence is from, but tom is from wales... well, if the 2 of u are reading, happy reading guys!!!

Johan
this fella, well, i slept for a while and i text him, kenny and kazaf to blog so i can read when i am bored... he finished his at 4.58am probably... and a hell lot of pics... guys, take a look at his blog yeah... haha!!! well, he took till 4.58 am so it gotta be nice... well, it is... hahahaha!!! lotsa pictures.... at his workplace...
Curry, Ketchup and Chilli
another episode of the weird indians... one ordered a chicken masala wrap, which instantly have masala in it... then he asked for ketchup, and i told him there is masala in it, he insisted on ketchup, and chilli sauce... i tried, it tasted like chicken wrap with no masala with chilli sauce and ketchup dippers...
the point in getting a chicken masala wrap:- no point...
Customers
CUTE!!! thats all i have to say about the bunch who entered at 5.30am... yupp...
Plans On Sunday
well, this sunday... and unconfirmed date with this guy named benn.. never see before... so i am like big tym wondering who the hell he is... wish me luck friends...
Cel's Days Are Numbered
10th of august, and back to phillipines... gonna miss little momma... she is like the best manager u can get over here... awww, seriously... i am gonna miss her... and while at her homeland, she'll email her resignation.... bitchy? VERY!!! I LIKE!!! hahaha, 1 less bitching buddy soon... damn... the good thing, i gained more... yupp...

i went home after that actually... missed my first training... damn, and my mum is screaming at me... and my stepfather have been safely buried... thanks be to god for the safe burial, amin.... then as usual, to work!!!

At work
thorough cleaning since i am rather free... like now... and i wanna talk about my customer of the day...

Prof. Canhua Huang
a professor from the university of szechuan in china... well, he is gonna work there from now on after working at NUS as a research scientist here... well, lets go to part of the conversation...

Haikal: Hi, good evening...
Prof: Hi, can i get a coffee so that my child can sleep on one of your sofa???
Haikal: (quizzical look) Sure... Just get a drink and your accommodation will be free plus free internet service... (SMILES)
Prof: Thank you, thank you... I get one cup of coffee...
Haikal: Milk for your coffee?
Prof: Yes... You work until the morning???
Haikal: Yes, until 8am...
Prof: EVERYDAY?? Then you always see the moon??
Haikal: Yes, that when i see the sun, i run away...
Prof: (laughing) Thanks for the coffe boy... U malay??
Haikal: Yes i am... well, here's your coffee... Enjoy your stay here... And sir, i havent put sugar in your coffee...

well, after that he stood around the counter and talked more... funny fella... hahahaha!!! cant stop laughing... well, at least i understand what he says unlike someof the mainland indians...

Haikal: (fake smile) Good morning...
Indian: Bater bater...
Haikal: ?????????????????????????????WHAT?????????????????????????
Indian: BATER BATER!!!
Haikal: ????????????????????????????SORRY????????????????????????
Indian: BOTER VOTTER!!!
Haikal: Oh, bottled water... at the fridge, just take yourself... $2... Thank you, have a nice day.... (cursing under my breath...)

well, before i end the blog, listening to hindi songs... well, take care guys... and i really want shahul to watch kabhi kushi kabhi gam... really nice show... its indian, but well, this one is nice... c ya guys some other tym... take care... LOVE U ALL!!! *MUACKZ*

A New Day, More Piece Of Shit!!!

2007-07-11T01:26:00.000+08:00

alright, i am using the stupidest out of the 3 computer in the shop... the computer which would suddenly switch all the english characters to english, korean or japanese... its a whole lot of bull with this computer actually.... seriously!!!
alright, now lets start with the story... well, i'll start out first with my customer... as usual, anything weird, its usually the indians!!! not being racist but this time, i really cant help it...

Question 1

What do u have while eating butter craissant?

a)butter

b)jam

c)butter & jam

d)ketchup

if u ask me, i'll choose (c) but this not very dear customer chose (d)... trust me, its just wrong... and all the way before that, ma and amin were like telling ghost stories all the way... he have a lot up his sleeves!!! bet if kenny was here he will be needing his darling by the side, sorry dear, u are gonna get hugged to death by kenny... dun join the undead though... and NO POPCORNS!!! and also, i broke the record of not sleeping, which i always do while having my break, or when i am just plain bored... thanx to ghost stories!!!! yeah!!!

after which we went home... at least amin did... i had to go to hougang interchange cause my gramps needed someone to actually accompany her to the bank... well, she took the correct bus on the wrong side making a 5 min ride into a 40 minute one... and poor haikal had to wait at the interchange for god knows 40 minutes... listening to steelheart's "she's gone" and its a rather orgasmic song to me... the pitch was like SOOOOOOO HIGH!!!!!!! even i cant reach, not that i have a fabulous voice... but i just love anyones inner beauty... its like an inner light that will captivate ur eyes... everyone has it, just how u display it... i am searching for mine probably... well... back to the bank.... after the wait of course... and at the bank, gotta wait another 20 mins.... i slept while my gramps queue up... and pay came in!!! but unfortunately no shopping... too much debt, not enough spending power... did some planning though... considering that cigarettes are still free for me at least... so transport, harry potter, and the rest for when i hang out with anyone of my groups... so after bank, went home, bathed, prayed, knock off!!!! cant help it....

then woke up... well, my 1st stepfather passed away people... may his soul rest in peace among the muslims... god bless... then after that, bathed, changed, and went out of house... i overslept and missed my stop... example... i was from hougang, i slept, i ended up again at hougang... one whole round... made me 1 hour late again... should have rest more... well.. here i am at work now and i feel so lazy to clean up... and people are queuing up for the computer but sorry, tai-tai hops on comp first, normal people later hor!!! ok la.. until here only... gotta drag myself to work right now... bubbyez and c ya peeps....

Sleepy Head

2007-07-10T01:50:00.000+08:00

hello people... well, things to talk about today...

me sleeping
me sleeping
me sleeping

oh ya, thats the most important thing for today actually cause i was like so damn tired... SERIOUSLY!!! working alone for 5 hours cleaning up the WHOLE store is crazily tiring... u guys should try... its like cleaning up your whole house inclusive of the equipments i mean.... damn, i am having a backache right now... OUCH!!!

and plus-plus... a list of the nicknames given to me by others!!!

Tai-Tai!!!
liyana, yana
leann
kyle, kylie

and my top three favourites!!!

kitty!!!
pussy!!
tabby!!

and there we are... well, now we shall speak about what happned for the day after the last time i blogged...

went down to t1 changi airport by kak hasni's car... sent them the items they needed and took all my item and zoom back home... and all the way... SLEEP!!!!! then wake up, bathe, go to work... i was 1 hour late for your info... hahaha!!! thx to sleeping... and reached work, close the casher and start cleaning up... but since i cleaned LATERALLY everything already, there's nothing much to do today, now i mean... yupp... thats why i have my time to actually blog or else u will be seeing me washing the bar rite now... and i am so happy that this place is pest-less... except for stupid ants.... urghh!!! can kill!!! well... thats the end actually... and i think i mite have a debate with shahul on the slut issue... i mite have an answer to why most of singapore gays, especially the malay society are behaving like sluts... well... thats all folks... bubbyez....

Gud morning

2007-07-09T09:21:00.000+08:00

well, since i have nothing to do while waiting for kak hasni to finish and send me home from work, i shall just spill the feelings of my heart...
to shahul, kenny, sofian, kazaf, lutfi and of course lots more of my friends... thx for being there when i needed u guys...
to johan, everyone does stupid things, and i am sorry for troubling you, but no feelings yeah...
to nadiah, siti and raja, keep on rocking, i have never felt better before in my life then bitching and working with you... love u guys... oh, and dun forget we are going shopping on pay day aights...

and something else.... be careful of what you do... simpla things can lead someone on, for example, a simple kiss, a simple hug, a simple carressment and a simple wink... its funny how simple things might just mislead someone, i have experienced this... and i am just sick and tired of making sure that people are happy and i get nothing in return... i am indeed frustrated, love, its a cure and yet the most painful emotion on earth... well, if i start turning into a slut, thats a way i wanna run from my problems, and gradually, i shall solve it... i hate to be that way but unfortunately, it was the way i got over leonard and rudi... it might work now.... however, a scar can never be removed for it shall always be there, healed but marks remains... i am not talking in riddles btw... hahahaha!!! sometimes i even wonder where the hell i got all my energy to laugh when i am feeling down... god, i thank you... i might not be your most humble and loyal slave but i thank you for that very essence of strenght u provide in me everytime, that strenght which helped me overcome the trauma of 23rd march of 2001 for 5 days straight, the incident of 23rd june 2004, and the pain of 13th august 2005 and also that of 2002... now, help me overcome 11th june and also 7th july this year... amin...
well, till there only... god bless evryone... ;)

This Sucks!!!

2007-07-09T02:23:00.000+08:00

well, nothing suck actually, except for me sucking a lollipop, LATERALLY a lollipop i mean... well, i'll start the day from the 6th of july, where me and ismail and me were hunting for kenny's gift and at the same time looking for white jeans... well, if u wanna ask about the white jeans, dun ask me, ask ismail... and its costs a dang-dang!!! but its nice!!! i like!!!
well, lets start out again from the 6th...

On the 6th
well, met my mommie for breakfast... she was so enthu to eat tom yam noodles in the early morning and she expected ME who already had a bowl of ban mian to finish her food up for her!!! VERY FUNNY HOR!!! i am already getting fatter by staying with my grandma and i dun need more help actually...
The meeting
i slept, so i missed friday prayers, so i jux met ismail straight... yupp... and off to nisa's house... people present, zaid, nisa, ismail, me and a new friend i know, azizah!!! crazy group... hahaha!!! and nisa took hell long time to actually change... what is changing? in nisa's term, take a quick bath, touch up on her make up and of course, ask for money... hehehe... sorry nisa, must jux add that in... and off to bugis!!!
LUNCH TIME!!!
had lunch at that coffeshop thingy... forgot the name but they serve good food only for the gorgeous people like, ahem.....ME!!!! ate and before that of course, got the gift for kenny and got ismail's white jeans... oh, and i got a striped shirt for myself... very emo!!! black and purple stripes, long sleeve... its nice!!! i swear it is!!!
After Lunch
after our very late lunch, went home... that was about 6... window shopped for 5 minutes and everyone declared too tired to go on window shopping, starting from azizah, me and ismail... just damn tired!!! so off home we flew!!!
Home
reached home, bathed, hog on my playstation and slept after i gave up on a campaign for dynasty warriors... stupid stage, died 6 times because of this damn stupid enemy officer... well, shall try it again soon...

so now we're gonna go to kenny's birthday... initially thought to wish him at midnite but was sleeping by then so forget it, just say it rite to his face... yupp... so here it goes...

Rise and Shine
this is only done at 2pm when shahul called... hahahaha!!! i know, i cant help being a water buffalo... it was earlier but i slept again!!! yupp... so i went to vivo first, reached at 4, wait for kazaf....
The Arrival
and here comes kazaf... we went to look for the cake str8 away when he reached... vivo, to expensive, so we went to next door neighbour... harbourfront centre.... bought a chocolate gateau from bengawan solo and we rendezvous at vivocity pacific coffee.... there, everyone enjoyed a 50%discount though shahul is gonna sue for cheating his feelings, well, its regarding the drink... ian mite follow suit since vanilla soymilk tasted like soymilk, but oni praises for me and complaints to pacific coffee... yeah!!! u guys rox... and btw... BURPDAE BOY LATE!!! yupp.... so we made our way to sentosa, and before that, bought food, and there we saw johan... who joined us later also... and btw, kazaf cannot keep suspense one.. hahaha.... like as if i can, well, kazaf got a boyfriend now, but am not sure if he actually already dump him now or not yet thoiugh...
Sentosa
went to tanjong beach, and start eating dinner... and then wait for johan to come to witness the cutting of cake cermony.. and there, MAKAN!!! hahaha.. the chocolate cake is nice... of course it should be cause i am the one who chose it... well, after that, ran aroun d the beach and after that, kazaf and kenny had to go... i felt so sad... well, i had fun after that of course but since shahul have been like damn quiet, its kinda stressing to see someone who always bitch around suddenly quiet... we all slept over... the details while sleeping over shall not be disclosed by me of course... ask ian, he surely have a lot, i mean laterally ALOT!!!
Home
well, before that, the other three went to bathe in the sea while i sleep... i told u enough that i cannot helkp being a water buffalo... speaking of which, the gynae said i am pregnant for 2 months... due in 7 months time.... (ya sure, i am pregnant) then made a move... and ian, shahul and me went for breakfast cum lunch... after that, tea break at coffeebean vivo... met some new people, unfortunately, forgot their names... then we went home... well, that accounts for only sofian and me actually... yup, and when i reached home, i have to use the burglaring skill i have to break into the house cause i forgot to bring my keys and rushed my gramps back cos i am hungry... and after that, went to sleep... then wake up, bathe and go to werk... and here i am now... after mopping the floor... i surely have a lot of time... indeed, i do... hahahaha!!!

well, thats all folks... oh ya, i am playing again for orkestra melayu marsiling... and now, i gotta go before my customers start screaming at me.. bubbyez!!!

AMY LEE CAN STILL ROT IN HELL!!!

Hello People

2007-07-06T01:27:00.000+08:00

hey people... gonna make this quick...
went out with sofian yesterday after hearing jais dilemma from him needing instruments and palyers so i am lending jais a hand... irritating as the band mite be, i cant help not extending a helping hand to someone in need of whatever talent is left in me... so this saturday, before meeting the bitchy crew, going out instrument shopping with sofian and jais... clarinet, when was the last time i touched one??? whatever, then went out to tamp mall, had pastamania, bought my compact powder and lip moisturizer, and back home... so thats all... and at work as usual now of course... alright, bye peeps!!

amy lee is rottting in bed!!!!

2nd For The Day

2007-07-04T17:31:00.000+08:00

well, well... a second posting in one day... i sure have a hell lot to say... well, first things first... i planned wad to get for kenny's birthday... whether he like it anot, i dunno until this saturday... well, to rei, gud luck for ur competiton and train hard.... trust me, the whole thing is very different without our funny bone around.... and weird things are coming up..? like this fella said he dun like this fella and the next thing u know is that they are holding hands in public... they're not gay so of course its not that interesting but i just wanna go up to their faces and tell them straight into the face HYPOCRITES!!! i wonder if i even got the correct spelling... hahaha!!! wadever... so this shall be the attendance on saturday...

The Birthday Boy
Kenny
The Others
Shahul
Kazaf
Sofian
Haikal

well, what a better way to actually celebrate your birthday then having a bunch of people bitching around and try to have a gud tym... so let me tell u guys how i started my day...

Arise!!!
woke up from my slumber on the sofa set... its been a long tym since i actually slept for like 7 hours... so i am thankful about it... yupp... and make it better, nadiah was like damn sleepy, and the store like very messy outside, but i have to thank the girl for the good job inside the counter... MARVELLOUS!!! it would have been better if its the same for out of house... hahaha!!!
WORK!!!
what do i have to say about work??? its like the most boring thing ever to talk about and furthermore its one of those things adding on to my depression!!! well, here is an excerpt from amy lee...
"i'll clear all ur ro and rph first before converting u to part time so u can have like lots of off days and yet u have a ur full time pay..."
i wanted to tell her something like this but i just dun wanna hurt her... well, have to thank her for giving me a chance to be a manager at 17 years old but still, well, the bottomline is that she sucks... oh ya, i felt like telling her something like:
"well, i know that u guys cant afford me by paying all of my leave days or else u will go bankrupt and cant pay the rest of your staffs and they will file a lawsuit against u and worsen the matter for you..." but its alright la, cant be bothered anymore... but money is still money, thats the only point that i actually bothered...

well, if i am ever gonna talk about the work part, this shall never end and it will tire further my delicate already tired fingers.... awww, oh ya... and before i forget... i gotta get myself eyeliner, compact powder and moisturizer... yeah!!! hahahahaha!!! and i think i gonna finish this here... my finrgers are crying help!!! so i shall heed it... bubbye people, take care...

oh wait people, finger have one last message!!!

AMY LEE CAN GO ROT IN HELL FOR TIRING ME!!!

Nothing Much

2007-07-04T07:21:00.000+08:00

well, to start it off, there's nothing much i wanna say... since nothing much really happened other then the fact i keep on dozing off at work, i did not sleep alright... and the fact that it took me a record of 30 mins to finish my paperwork.... since my thought was only to the paperwork, "my immortal and my happy/sad life.... hahahaha!!! well, after that sleeep at werk place until its time to werk lor... ya, but before that, blog... well, nothing much as i promised... take care peeps....

keep on dying amy!!!

oops, and i also told myself i wanna put the lyrics of my immortal for the blog today, so people... read and enjoy....

Evanescence: My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me...

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me...

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me...

Catching Up...

2007-07-03T08:33:00.000+08:00

seems like my mood is affecting everyone's at my werk place... seems like so though... they said i havent been laughing, thats why they havent been laughing... they said i have been looking into space for very long, making them worried like WHERE HAVE HAIKAL GONE TO?!!?!?! they meant the one who is always dancing and prancing around the shop like a crazy bitch just to cheer everyone out of their gloominess... seems like its the other way round this few days... well, the truth, i am still wondering about alot of things... things which i have to clarify, things which i am confused about, however things i dun wanna bring up... well, enough of the intro, now lets get to my-story...

Yesterday
hmmm, lots happened after i told u guys the arrival of my sister.... doing the stocks is just one thing since i gotta submit all the papers to office by morning yesterday... i took only 2 hours, a great achievement but with lotsa mistakes in it... forgot to order a whole lot of shit... cel is gonna kill me, trust me...
The Journey To The Other Side
well, its only from terminal 1 to terminal 2, but whatever... went there with ismail, since he is sending the paperworks on behalf of transit terminal 1, he have been trying to cheer me up like mad... sorry dude, just not in the mood to laugh... and so i reached terminal 2... seems like there is a rift between their own managers... hasni can kill sedah and zack, zack can kill both sedah and hasni, and sedah is just plain blur... hahahahaha!!! sorry dear, ur always like that when u combine ur personal problems and work together... then went out to smoke with kak hasni... seems like my stress level went up, so total amt of cigarettes in one day:- 9... not too bad... i ever finished 2 packs in one day so this just another day where i exceed my usual 5 sticks... well, back to the story, she is resigning.... joining her would be cel... and more to come probably...
Extension
this shall be the second day i am extending till 2pm... i can kill both amin and fiee right now... at least amin is responsible but fiee is not so i pardon amin, BUT NOT FIEE!!! well, how to pass time when u are trying to work and not try to sleep...? talk trash... and that is what cel and me did... since both of us are troubled with our love life, we impersonate our archenemy, amy lee............................... hahaha... u shud be there, but first, u have gotta know amy... but i seriously dun suggest that... a hot-blooded hypocrite... thats my description... and all the way till 2pm, it was all about amy lee and her life, whereby i clocked out at 2pm, and dun wanna explain how shitty it is to get a stupid bus...since the terminals bus station is closed... its stupid, trust me, for a classy airport, its really-really stupid...
Off to HOME!!!
well, on the way back, nenek call and told me she wont be at home until 930pm... well, i was too sleepy to realise the fact i will be alone, for cant be bothered after i realised... everyone is throwing well wishes to our darling new baby... she is gonna be the most celebrated baby for this year since the WHOLE family have been waiting for a baby from my darling cousin since like, erm... god knows... its too long to remember... went home, and did all i should do... its a tiring day...

well, cant help it but i have been listening to my immortal and seribu bintang the whole day... why..? for me to know, and for u to find out... pointless for me to say why...

The Return
well, came back to work at night... am late, cant help it also, i have been working like a dog... so yeah... and cleaned up the whole noght... well, half of the nite cause i ended up at the counter snoring at 4am until 6am... too tired... luckily they gave my off day on both friday and saturday or else, i will kill amy lee.... yupp... whatever it is... i slept...
Home, Again
well, before i go home.. that is now... i am going home after typing out this blog... yupp...

sorry people if this posting is boring... well, i am afraid to put my emotions into it, thats all... well, ya.. afraid of what, i actually wonder... whatever la... i swear things are not getting too well...
well, end of story.. and as usual...
AMY LEE CAN GO ROT IN HELL STILL!!!

the newborn!!!

2007-07-02T03:58:00.001+08:00

isnt she cute?!?!?!?!?! the newest addition to the family... my niece!!! hahaha!!! i am getting older by the day it seems... well, i vowed to myself that my father's descendants shall stop at me, just afraid that another "father fuck son" thing might happen, so let it stop at me... yupp...
well.... post this first and alot more to come cos i am at werk and nid to sleep first!!! am still waiting for the baby's name btw... hahahahaha!!!
since this is a rather short posting... the ending shall be short also...
amy, go and die....

Crazy World???? Yaaaarpppppp...

2007-07-01T14:06:00.000+08:00

i am exhausted mentally, physically and emotionally drenched... all i can say, its not an easy time for me right now.... things seems to get along well and CRASSSSHHHH!!! hahahaha!!! but no time to cry though.... though i do it when i am alone, and of course when i am in the right mood.... no worries peeps... wont do that again.... vowed to myself that i would not breakdown... erm, i hope i will succeed... pray for me peeps!!!
well folks, now here is what happened...
we'll skip to when i started work.... well, i forgot a hell lot of what happened yesterday then daydreaming of good things to come, gonna work hard for it though...

The Career
SUPPOSED to be counting the stocks, well, i did it but i ended up sleeping 30 mins while doing my paperworks... erm, cant help it... i do remember telling u that i am exhausted rite..?
The End Of Work
erm, well, there is actually no end until 2pm... considering that i started from 11pm last night... and this part, i would like to say, I LIKE!!! NOT!!! that syafiee is going to get one hell of a thorough screwing from me when i see him... grrrr!!! claws and fangs sharpened and prepared for battle.... yeah!!! well, mas got more videos in her phone apparently so thats how i spent my working time... since there was really nothing to do, why not watch porn... i know its wrong but that is like probably the only way that i can actually pass time and stay awake.... a little bit turned on but i laughed more then i get aroused... catching your own sexual encounter on the phone is hilarious... been there, done it, not proud of it... well, at least i did not get into the bluetooth network... whatever it is, its still hilarious... I LIKE!!!
Now
blogging... DUH!!!!!

well, to some those few people who knows about my blog... i am still human, even if i am a homosexual... i have emotions and i do experience happiness, sadness and love at a different level from urs... mine is a man love man world and urs is not... that does not mean i go around being a slut and offer my ass to anyone out there who is gorgeous!!! though i have to agree that there are temptations, like as if u dun when u see a busty woman jingling her bells in front of ur face.... i experience love too, i have been there, and been through the part where i overcome heartbreak... have you??? now i shall say....
i am a gay male, and my kind are survivors of centuries of discrimination from ur kind of people... and i am proud to be one...
well, i still need to overcome someone, and so i just realised how stupid i can be by laterally typing down all my thoughts here... sorry kenny!!! will not trouble u with my thoughts anymore aights... live happily... ;)
speaking of which, i had this weird things running in my mind... like if i have a dog which is a bulldog(name will be in brackets, so for the bulldog, it is snoopy), a siamese cat(carpet), a hamster(hamtaro) and a fish(nemo)... feel free to add on to the list... hahaha....

well, thats all folks and......................................

AMY LEE CAN STILL ROT IN HELL FOR ALL I CARE!!!!

God knows the emotions running in me now!!!

2007-06-30T08:39:00.000+08:00

I think i have been to nice to people lately so its tiome for me to sharpen any natural weapons i have and bare my claws and fangs at anyone who thinks that i am their bitch!!! sorry peeps but i live in a world of my own and i wouldnt have made it successful in my career if not for me, myself and I!!!! of cos wid a little help with other people but the main contributor is ME!!!
well, i am feeling gud but of course NOT TOO GOOD this early morning.... let me just say out all the emotions out first:- jealousy, hatred, happiness, sadness, relieved, betrayal... tell me about it, i am indeed feeling screwed up!!!
well, now to what happened yesterday...

The Call
ring, ring.... morning shahul!!! well, since we did not go for our eyebrow plucking on wednesday, we went instead yesterday... and trust me, i am really satisfied with my eyebrows rite now... no more bushy eyebrows for me at least now...
Aftermath
shahul have some mendaki thingy going on today so he asked me a favour to show him where is tampines stadium... so we went to tampines mall and i showed him where is tampines stadium halfway to tampines mall... so ous bus ride ended at tampines mall... initial plan:- have lunch... impromptu:- we're gonna watch transformers too!!! sorry kazaf, cant help it... just have to watch without u first, but i dun mind watching again though... hahahahaha!!!
The Nitemare
well, after lunch, and after purchasing the tickets of course, shahul went for a shopping frenzy... note:- i dun go shopping!!! so it really freaked me out looking at people shopping... i only buy brassiere for my mum and also food, so expect me to bitch alot for food and not cosmetics and clothings aights... but seriously, it really freaked me out... hahaha!!!
The Movie!!!
well, watched it and its nice!!! tells u about friendship, teamwork and a special bond that can take place anytime... its sweet, well, in the movie, love is in the air between the protagonist and the heroine, but not in my life of course!!! thats the onlt frustrating part for now... i really gotta find a boyfriend and put people whom i've liked behind... note the past tense for the word like in the previous sentence.... though its gonna be hard and hurting, its worth it!!! well, back to the movie, i dun mind watching it again, of course now with kazaf and the whole bitching crew now...

for people who wanna catch "Transformers:- The Movie", GO AHEAD!!! dun wait, tickets are selling out fast btw... haha... movies to catch later on, "harry potter" and "alone"... horror movies are my thing, unfortunately for you kenny!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Home-Sweet-Home
went home, NO ONE AT HOME!!! my gramps did not tell me that she too went out with my first aunt... so i ate, and slept...
The Awakening
well, this chapter appears almost everytime i blog... when i wake up... this time, its better...another 10mins of sleep, i'll be late!!! and i hate being late... rushed, and cant help but just look at my eyebrows again and again while in the toilet, call me vain, but i know i am beautiful, inside and outside... though i can be a devil of course... hehehehe... well, anyone can be evil, anytime.......................... I like!!!
Work
well, closed my cashier and nadiah cleaned up laterally everything, she is fast!!! haha, so i ended up sleeping 3 hourse while working today.... wads new, sleeping is like a thing i do when i have nothing to do other then daydreaming that i have a boyfriend beside me and hell yeah, do some aerobics and have a sweet tym together... thats just a dream, for now at least...
End Of Work
finished and nadiah extending another 6 hours.. she is gonna be the richest part timer by the end of this month... yupp... and shahul called tis morning, a rush of jealousy i wont deny for i still have feelings for him... well, better get over it though... my colleagues and friends have been helpful with me to get over him though... haha!!! thank u guys!!! luv u all!!!

and of course, blogging rite now... well.. i shall end over here, so take care people!!! have a great day ahead!!!

THE END

AMY LEE CAN STILL ROT IN HELL!!!

A new day has come....

2007-06-29T08:48:00.000+08:00

hey people, well, feeling slightly down but managing of course...
well, today's quote for the day:- love is a hard and painful journey, but its the bliss at the end of the road that everyone yearns for....
well, provided that people will keep on loving each other till death do them part...(its kinda bullshit)
start with wad happened yesterday... went out this guy, ian, nice guy just too quiet.... or should i say its the other way round..? well, whatever.... went out watch a movie, "hot fuzz"... hilarious show, just full of vulgarities... dun think shahul mite wanna watch so i am not gonna recommend this movie to him.... hahaha!!! but it is hilarious... well... today shall be short entry cause i dun tink i am really in a mood to blog... but that does not mean i dun have the mood to lash out at amy lee!!!

AMY LEE CAN ROT IN HELL FOR ALL I CARE!!!

more things to happen in another day!!!

2007-06-27T20:27:00.000+08:00

alright people... here i am again typing down my thoughts and what is happening to me from midnight, if memory serves me right that is... as promised, i'll talk about going to east coast park...

around midnite, ismail came along to pcc ct1 to pick me up...
he is a sweet guy, the only person who i really treat like a brother at my workplace that is... came down, made drinks for his friends and off we go to east coast park... took a cab there and it cost like 14 bucks ok!!! well, there's midnite charge so i cant blame the taxi driver that is...
one happened when i left
well, reports said that said siti rohaidah got extra crankier... cant deny her of that since she worked like from 2pm until 8 am the next day!!! crazy rite??? well, pity her but LUV U SIS!!! it have always been fun working together...
reach east coast park
upon reaching, met up with nisa, fai, fahmi and zaid... start playing taiti!!! not that i am that gud at it but of course, i AM gud at it... I LIKE!!! well, its a game of luck and brains so of course u just gotta lose a few rounds... then fai taught me and nisa how to play german taiti... jux like taiti, but of course with some amendment, very slight amendment actually... whereby at this point, isamail went to get drinks, 3 cans of heineken... well, for 4 people... since i paid for it, i got the privilege to 1 can all by myself... well, just to destress that is... did not help much but lets just say i enjoyed my nite with these people who i just knew... crazy bunch of people... the only problem, they're all straight people... no bitching of course, thats the boring part...
sleep
since i have only slept the previous day, i dozed off... well, nothing happened when i sleep so i am not going to comment what happened during my sleep also... dun worry, no kinky dreams...

then off to home all of us go... now lets get to the episode what happened at home...

once at home
my grandma ordered me to go buy lady's finger and when i asked for what, to make nasi lemak... she is the best grandma ever... she knows very well wad i like to eat with my nasi lemak that is...
Bathe
well, after eating, bathe and sleep... well, cant help living my life like that of a water buffalo since i am overworked, probably like the cattles on the field... this sleep, i had a dream... well, here we go!!!

The Dream
well, first things first, memories of the chalet.... i dun wanna say anything or else people will freak out on what really appeared in that room... kinky stuff but as usual, its better not to say, how long i dream about this, i dunno... well, to kazaf, kenny, rei and shahul, its freaky if u really know whats that thing though i have to say it have a fondnedd towards rei seeing how close it is to "the straight one", well, the consequences of being straight is that gurls with long hair and white skirts will love you... i guess, then now to the second part... i dreamt a tweezer chasing me... the best part i was laughing while running... i fell down in my dream and that is when i woke up... then i remembered, i forgot about plucking my eyebrows session with shahul!!! damn, i really am tired...
woke up and cel asked if i have the key with and yes i do have it so here i am rite now blogging...and i am pissed by the fact that miss hazwina did not turn up for werk for the third time of the week so being the bitch i am, goodbye hazwina, i would not like to see ur name on the schedule anymore...
well, before blogging, i asked kenny about chubbie, his old pet rabbit... thats chubbie on top over there... cute isn't it... well, it ran out of the house, sad story but well, gotta accept the fact that he is just hyperactive and he wnats his freedom i guess... again i say i guess...
well, need to end over here since someone else needs to use the computer over here... damn!!! and i dun wanna say anything about my pay anymore or else i might end up spending my whole day over here.... so guys, gotta go now... i'll start blogging again at midnite again probably, about stupid things as usual.... adios amigos!!!

AMY LEE CAN STILL ROT IN HELL!!!

TOO MUCH!!! ALL IN ONE DAY!!!

2007-06-26T14:09:00.000+08:00

first thing first... sorry to kenny for being an ass calling you... i know you do not like people calling on your mobile... pardon me ya!!! just wanna hear your voice!!! since i cant see you this week, listen to you was enuff.... SORRY AGAIN!!!! forgive me ya??? now, about what happen.... since i started knocking in for werk, that is on the 25th of june at 11pm at nite...

maricel was not there at werk, instead replaced by maganda mataba nadiah....
pity her, overworking and all, being paid as pathetically as i am.... pacific coffee company should go for revolt against amy lee btw... we really should ok!?!?!?!
zaidee came to work late....
not that its new, but just writing down what is already happening. during werk since yesterday...
cleaning!!!
nothing much to do about this also since the gurls have done a GREAT handover of shift that i daresay, i slept... hehe.... even zaidee did...
does that explain the sales..? not really, there was seriously nobody around the shop
wake up!!!
rudely waken up by ismail with him shouting"WAKE UP HAIKAL, WAKE UP!!!"... so zaidee arranged pastries and i did the pies and cakes as usual everytime.... then i clean up out-of-house.... alone since zaidee already helped with entertaining the customers which i was not in a mood to entertain people.... yupp...
cel called...
and here comes the not so bad yet bad news... CEL CANT REPORT IN FOR WORK!!! but she deserves the break though.... she, bing and me have been mistreated... WE DESERVE A BREAK!!! well, there's lots more to name but i dun need to remind u guys that i dun wanna tire this delicate fingers...
extend....
extended until 10am at terminal 1, go for breakfast with sister-chicken AZAness OF THE WORLD at terminal 2 canteen... then came back to terminal 2 and started working again asap due to alot of cock-ups!!! i can kill sedah but i bet she are those few people who is half dead also... well, i am lucky to have cel as my store manager...
now
was talking to kenny and shima then shima stopped replying and kenny went to bathe and since i already told kenny i am gonna wait for him, i shall then... so i am gonna tire my delicate fingers after all hogging on the internet....

this is probably the longest posting ever in the whole blog since i am like seriously trying to past time.... almost completed decorating my blog... yupp.... so people, i hoped u enjoy reading haikal's blabbers of the day... but...

i am still not finished... listening to "crazy for you" by madonna, dedicating this song to you... i hope YOU know that its YOU i am thinking in my mind rite now... yupp, the one who is still in the toilet right now, yupp, its you... well, 7/7/07 ill be a special day, because its earth day(i like recycling but i like littering too... well, that makes me half environmentalist) and also for another reason... yeah!!! ;)

so plans tonite, going to east coast meet ismail and nisa and the others.... well, gonna talk about it in the next posting though... so people, take care aights....

AND AMY LEE CAN STILL ROT IN HELL!!!

A long day indeed...

2007-06-25T10:32:00.000+08:00

how long is the wait to find love...? well, no one can answer that question at least.... haha, well... life goes on....
just finished werk over here, looking for a blogskin and a chatbox..... since i gotta wait for ismail, why not i just spend some time and decorate my new blog rite..? well, he is actually doing MY job by teaching MY staff... cant help it though, i am really disappointed with this stupid company... its getting me super pissed but i gotta tolerate... need i mention what wrong did they do..? (its actually only my area manager but i am gonna say its the whole higher managements fault though...)

underpaying me
like HELLO!!! i am doing a manager's job for a pathetic pay of $1133?!?!?!?! my pay is suppose to be like $1400?!?!?! and the previous increment i got was $33, thats why its like $1133 now!!!!
the reason why i did not get my increment, i am playful...
HELLO!!! lets get back to the point that i am doing a managers job, and i know when to be serious and when to play!!! all work and no play makes my staffs dull people!!!

and of course there are lots more to state but i am not going to waste time and tire my delicate fingers which are meant for lots more...
well, made the decision and am taking part time on the first of july.... still pondering on what to buy for kenny's birthday present... that guy is cute in his own way actually... haha... I LIKE!!!! he is charming... i'll say more about him later on in another posting aights.... must share every gud things in life, thats wad my mum says... and before i finish this posting, i wanna say onething after this goodbye which i am going to say soon...
i said soon but its just not yet...
well, missing someone... and now goodbye...
AMY LEE SHOULD ROT IN HELL!!!!!

My first posting... Again....

2007-06-24T03:30:00.000+08:00

Hey there... Well, i used to blog but i am restarting my blogging life today... Been thinking hard about it so yeah... Here i go...
Just starting to recover from the chalet i went for on the 20th... And hell yeah i enjoyed myself... Especially on the last nite... Well, that was the nite shahul, kazaf, kenny and rei attended.... Yupp... Thanks for barbecuing evrything though... And of course making it one of the most meaningful chalets i ever had... Love u guys!!!!
Am doing rather good now though... Though the only thing troubling me is me liking this guy... Not that he is my dream guy.... He does not really do much but whatever he is doing challenged the very foundation of what my dream guy supposed to be... I'll have to remind myself about what shahul said regarding this kind of matter though... I really gotta get my heart and brains to work as one... Thanks again for that...
And today.... I AM SUPPOSED TO BE COUNTING STOCKS!!! Well, gonna keep my first posting short so as not to bore u guys... Well, nothing much happened... And take care guys!!! love everyone of my friends... And to lutfi, hilmi and hidhir, i'll be missing u guys again... The chalet brought us together after a rather long time actually... Take care now.... Bubbyez...