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Your Depression Level: 32%
You may be depressed.
While you can be moody, your moods generally fall within the range of normal.
It's up to you to decide if you're depressed... or if you're simply having a bad week.
You Act Like You Are 11 Years Old
You are a kid at heart. You never quite really grew up.
You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

Playful and fun, you bring a lighthearted attitude to every part of life.
You're a little irresponsible, but your charm makes up for it (in most cases)!
You Are Most Like Carrie!
You're quirky, flirty, and every guy's perfect first date.
But can the guy in question live up to your romantic ideal?
It's tough for you to find the right match - you're more than a little picky.
Never fear... You've got a great group of friends and a
great closet of clothes, no matter what!


Romantic prediction: You'll fall for someone this year...

Totally different from any guy you've dated.
There's a 37% Chance That You Need Therapy
You may need therapy, but you're probably doing okay at working out your own problems.
In general, you are able to solve any troubles that come up. But there's no harm in talking to a professional.
You Are 48% Abnormal
You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul.

You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess.

You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection.

You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.

You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.
What's Sexy About Your Name
You are sexy because you are torrid. You are a fiery lover.
You have an extremely high sex drive. And you don't do much to control it.

You crave variety and excitement. If someone interests you, you'll pursue them... full force.
Your passion is all consuming. There's nothing that can quell your sexual energy.

Sexual freedom is very important to you. You don't like following rules.
You feel that anything between consenting adults should be fair game.
You Go For Brains!
You want a guy with a big... brain.
And of course it would be nice if he were a total hottie, but you're not counting on it.
What's on the inside is what counts for you. (Besides, you can always change the outside later!)

Monday, 1 December 2008


well, welcoming myself back... i know its been a month... and trust me, i still have no idea what to say...

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Friday, 10 October 2008


well, since it been a Long time since i actually posted anything... i shall now type down what happened since last week...

29th September 2008
I'm supposed to go to johore on that day but instead i went shopping on my grandma's behalf to look for 2 cute bolsters and 1 side of a curtain, cause my mother only bought 1 side of a curtain and it looked stupid having a drawing curtain which u can only pull from one end to another.. went back home... shagged!! didn't go jb...
Called Faiz, 'he' picked up the phone and i said "eh minah!" The reply i got,"APE MINAH!?" It was his brother in law.. he told me faiz is in the toilet and for a while, i was terrified... faiz called back saying he is going to geylang bazaar with his siblings and sha... so met them after that... something to do, so much of being shagged...
reached there... guess who's there?? FAIZ BROTHER IN LAW!! screwed up or what... and faiz actually introduced me to his brother in law and say this is the fella who called jux now... i was like... cool or what!? thankz faiz... so shopped for their item.. saw nazry, izzy, asri and firdaus with someone else i dun remeber his name... eat prata after that and firdaus sent me back home...

30th September 2008
Slacked all the way at home...
Met uncle at raffles place at 11.30pm and went straight to johore with satays in hand!! damn!! it stinks ok?! but after that its nice to eat though...
reached johore, saw uncle, auntie and cousins... just one family... sleeping over... i was lik,"WHA!! SEMANGAT SEY!? your family like one of the last to reach usually.."
it got me thinking after that, why the hell did i actually open up my mouth... DAMN!!! after that bathe and sleep...

1st October 2008
1st day hari raya... i never go prayers... i have rashes... so i slept while people are saying prayers at mosque...
Busy day, that's all i can say since my grandma is the oldest in the family...
Ding-a-ding-a-dang-dang!!

2nd October 2008
Boredom.. i did not know what to do at johore... went to the nearest mall... bought a jacket and hair gel...
Got back home...
Entertain myself...
Sleep...

3rd October 2008
Boredom killed me.. i decided to go home... before going home, accompanied grandma to giant and do her groceries... she bought tons of things ok!! even those she don't need!! hahaha!! so after that, made my way for home...
at night, fauzan called me... after im back in singapore.. -_-'

4th October 2008/5th October 2008
AT HOME ALL THE WAY PLAYING GAMES!! WHAKAKAKA!!

6th October 2008
Went to work.. chatted on alamak... make new friends... exchanged numbers, got back home, play game sleep... seriously, during your ns life, consider yourself slightly dead... just slightly...

7th October 2008
ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!
but trust me.. i only celebrated my birthday once so its nothing special save making ur age go up by a number...
for those who wished me thank you.. for those who dunno, dun be sorry.. i never find the point about birthdays actually..
met some people from alamak website... lepak until 11pm then go home...

8th October 2008
Work... thats all...

9th October 2008
Work, met some other chatters at hougang now... then aunts place.. after that... go home...
i was watching naruto at my aunts place btw... for those who love fighting scenes... this is a good show ya!! Haha!!

Today
ALL HELL BREAKS LOSE!! BUSYBUSYBUSY!! AT WERK!! DELEGATE FROM FRANCE COMING!! I"VE TYPED TOO MUCH BTW!! hehe...

ok... hope to see you guys around... goodbye!!

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Friday, 26 September 2008


well, here is the story...

there's none actually so i shall make my story...

been chatting on alamak for quite some time currently... made quite a number of friends... met one of them yesterday and her birthday was yesterday so we celebrated at geylang bazaar, out of all places... i know... geylang bazaar...

then this morning, im late as usual, no warning letters, apparently, where i stay is enough an excuse to actually come late for work... and leave at 5 pm everyday... frustrating to read..? im not complaining, im having lots of fun...

reached office, looked at the other three blogs i always read... her are some comments...
Sha: Sometimes i have no idea what this princess is typing about, but the pictures are nice to look at....
Khai: People change... i told myself that im gonna turn straight for ns and i just turned more gay after camp... hehe...
Faiz, as usual, my only comment... wrap up, flush it down the toilet bro...

well, up till here only... im sleepy again so yes, im going to sleep... bubbyez!!

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Thursday, 25 September 2008


well, its been a while since i last blogged... btw, my 2nd mc for my ns life, i took it last tuesday... got to a point where my breathing got rather erratic and thus got referred to SGH allergy clinic...
and to everyone, its not infectious....
grrrrr!
but whatever, nothing new from me btw...

BOREDOM!!!!

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Monday, 22 September 2008


well, its rashes...
then come the flu with the rashes not gone yet...

and then, the sleepless night while scratching and sneezing... it have not been a good week... DAMN!!!

well, hello people... 2 days is a lot to blog about... yupyup...

saturday, went out with the eunos gang to look for guys...
there was me, qisha, kimi, didi, lenny, wan, liza, aisha(she was my ex-eunosian scholmate..) and lots more abang2 who i dun really catch their name... talk2 until 4am plus...
then the next day... went to bazaar with mummy and granny and shopped... total expenditure... 147 bucks...
ps: i havent payed for my phone bill... i so need a sugar daddy!!

well, till here peeps... anything, jux gimme a buzz!!! toodles!!!

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Friday, 19 September 2008


well, to my friends... its been really busy around training village this few days... SBT test is coming up again so ;otsa people wanting to use the area to do their preparation for their squads...
plus fever, i'm topsy turvy...
well, if people think that i have to much time to utter crap over here... no i do not.. im just using my free time to connect with my friends who seem to have their blogs a week dead... i wont say anything about faiz since his is never updated regularly... ok, thats it people...

bubyez... i need my time off to sleep and heal this tired mind...

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Thursday, 18 September 2008


Well, i was reading through sha's bloggie again and saw this interesting quizzes he actually did... So i decided to do the same for mine..

you guys should take it too... well, just for the sake of fun, joy and laughter..

and i am not going to post the ones about friends cause its so...wrong................ and trust me... i said wrong for everything, probably i gave the wrong colour for the wrong person... prabha is in it too btw, go figure what colour it is(NOTE! THIS IS NOT RACISM!! THE COLOUR BLACK WAS NON-EXISTENT!!)

Something about the quiz..
yes i am not as depresed as sha is...
and wow!! i didn't know that im such a mature baby!!
the sex and the city vixen, kinda true... except for the great selection in my closet part..
i dun really need therapy...
im not as abnormal as sha... hehe, sorry... ur the only one other then me to take the quiz...
the sexy thing, almost everything is rather true.. i know!! i'm such an animal!!
and the brains part.. well, the looks and the body will definitely come..

well, tats all for now peeps... tc now...

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Wednesday, 17 September 2008


Well, hello people... here's the story...

I'm busy
busy
busy
busy
and i'm updating this blog after godknows how many days!! SHIT!!

Sorry bloggie!!!

well, now to the story of life... its been especially hectic working the past week and this few days... this fella want this, that fell want that, this fella say this, that fella say that... and trust me... i dun really know what to say..

its either that i'm too tired or i'm having a damn terrible migraine as a result of inhaling too much poppers... no, i'm not addicted to it but yeah, i was just having fun with it...

i'll still update lil bit over here and there on what happened on the weekends though... went to bazaar on both days, met new friends.. little did i know eunos have their own gay gang around the area... then more new friends!! oh yes, more headache due to the humidity in the area.. GAWD!!

well, till here peeps, i really need to rest... love u guys loads!!

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Friday, 5 September 2008


Well, since monday...

DRASTIC CHANGES!!!

Yes, been crazy... First stop, i have to change from the office at Training Village to Blk 11... Sucky?? Yes it is, especially when you have to sit in the same office with ASP Gary, Dy. Cmdr LTF... Stern he looks, well, guess its up to me to actually impress him now... Boring?? Its a challenge i should say..

The week passed with nothing much... 1st week of fasting... ITS CRAZY!!
1st day, my gramps was there for pre dawn meal and mum was there for breaking fast...
2nd day, mum was there for pre dawn meal and i was alone for breaking fast...
3rd day, i slept through the period i was suppose to eat my pre dawn meal, it repeated for the time when i was suppose to break my fast...
4th day, i ate kaya bread for pre dawn meal, and ate heartily for breaking fast, a good start cause my mum said the more i eat rubbish, the sooner i'll rot.. i have to agree with her though...
today, i had my pre dawn meal of peanut butter and bread with a cuppa coffee and a cigarrette... i'm stressed out shit aitez?

why?
1st there is the office, i'm working with people whos ranks are virtually higher than mine... and this officer i dunno bossed me around on the first day in the office... imagine how pissed i was, didnt even bother introducing himself.. well, the rest are rather nice though... i'm catching up, but i'm still stressed..
2nd, sammie darling is having a problem... its family related, i tried helping out, but of course the answer lies in ones family itself to solve it..
3rd, i'm insecure... there's 2 guys i like... both are sweet, both are handsome.. both have their own pros and cons... i'm torn apart.. i'll let my heart decide who to choose, and my brains of course.. if anyone of my dates are reading this, i'm 2-timing neither of you... we're still just dating, and so far as the dating rule goes, i'm aware that ur allowed to have as many dates as possible but once ur attached, u have to drop the rest.. strings attached btw, no sex...
4th, there's this matter with my friends... did i started it? if i did, shit, i'll try to end it.. in whatever ways i can try.. i'm tired but i hope to make this worthwhile... the debate on each blogs have gone further then the presidential debates between McCain and Obama for the presidency at the White House, dun ask me which is republican and democrat cause im an ignorant proud singaporean whose youth is taken away serving NATIONAL SERVICE, something i should not be saying aloud but hey, its compulsory.. who have the right to complain??
so yes, i've talked... solved the matter between 2 probably?? i hope so.. so another score to settle... serious, no more bitching.. though trust me, the bitching will suddenly appear...

its like we'll be serious and out of a sudden *POOF* in comes the bitchiness...

but thats what bond us... and i dun wish to see that falling apart... its coming to our tenth month.. pls people... consider..

well, till here only... i dun want anyone calling me and asking where on eart am i...

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Monday, 1 September 2008


Hey peeps...

Well, we'll start with Saturday...
SENTOSA!!! YAY!!! Trust me, i was trying to enjoy myself but 2 factors hindered me... i was enjoying the moment there, bitching as usual is my favourite pastime... however, moisturiser and sea water is a bad combination for me thus my allergy reaction got terrifically terrible... husni, for being a friend asked to me to avoid him... this is a message to husni, if someday the world turns away from him, i'll be there for you cause i am your friend okay? then there was the conflict of interest... i'm aware of what's happening but i am not going to reveal details... someday when all of us meet and clarification will be done... and i mean what i typed.. IT WILL BE DONE!! internal squabbles, i cant tolerate... things which can be solved between 2 parties peacefully, settle it peacefully... backstabbing was my game but not anymore... so my stand against backstabbers is intolerable... it might not seem obvious but divas and divos, somehow or rather, i'm always stuck in the middle but hey!! its time for me to be a loudhaler and SCREAM OUT TO THE WORLD!!! and thus sentosa ended up with me exhausted from thinking, on top of a one night no sleep... btw, i slept most of the time over at sentosa... so after that, half of them disappeared when i was sleeping and left with, abg khai, fadil, siti and me eating at the coffeeshop at harbourfront for dinner...

Sunday!!
Slept at home... slept till god knows what time!! woke up, eat, watch tv, eat again and went for prayers with darling granny!!! muackz!!! after that, went to bazaar which being its first day, is not that lively yet.. bought her prayer scarf and went home... received weird messages from abg khai, and so matter solved with him... not really settled but settled slightly... just need the rest of the gang to help out with me... then of course sleep...

Monday morning at 4.45am...
woke up for pre-dawn meal... dragged myself out of slumber... eat... bathe and outta house... and im in office now... and tats my life...

oh ya, uniform inspection jux now... i passed... this is just a way to end my entry so toodles peeps! bubbyez!!!


EDIT: Problem solved... miscommunication on the backstabbing part... well... solved anyone who needs clarification, call me!! dun make assumptions!! yes, i have balls of steel and i go straight to the person to solve the problem!! do it my way yeah peeps...

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Wednesday, 27 August 2008


Hello guys!!!

Time to blog of course...
on the 24th, my insomnia kicked in!! so i mass broadcast to il divas and il divos regarding the picnic... how surprised was i when i heard its cancelled... so called shasha in the middle of the night (you can call it damn early in the morning if u wanna actually) to confirm the status of the picnic... so thus people, its CONFIRMED we're all going to have a picnic this saturday... details on picnic, i will post at the end of this entry.. sorry shasha, i forgot to give you a call after my hour long bath... hehe..
zee came in that morning after i took my bath... he was annoying knocking on my office door early morning!! its the same like the contractors!! the bangladeshi i means... well, i wont say much about the foreign workers cause i'm assuming they never had lessons on etiquette there but this guy?! the door might just drop off its hinges anytime ok!!
went for b'fast with ernest, amos, hafiz, zee and ishak.. well, zee actually cooked something up but it had turned cold so it tasted ok, but it would have been better if it was still hot i guess.. oh, corrections, i had brunch at 9.30am... i know im nuts... went back to office and catch up with my sleep.. and i slept till 6!!
so woke up, and i know i am a boar but hello, pardon an insomniac will ya? took a bath and met someone at lot 1... ate my dinner at LJS, i love that place... after dinner, went to cck park, sat and had a long chat... his back was aching, my joints were cranking so i sent him off to the station and the other phase begins...
met zee and dilya at sunshine... they drag, i did not.. so the few friends we made that time now knows how i looked like as a male, and 1 of the girls said ,'i wanna get to know you, go out with me someday?' i told her if god wills... in my mind, it actually said if i turn straight then probably yeah i'll meet up alone with you girl!!going chinatown later... get wig, bra and dresses for tonight..
yes, i'm dragging tonight so if u wanna see me drag, come down to cck and gimme a call yeah friends? muackz!!
LOVE YOU LOADS!!!

to someone:
well, its the first time we met.. i am not sure wads ur feelings towards me now so i am not going to go further unless i know whats ur stance on our relationship, whether we've officially started dating each other yet or not...

picnic details:
Venue: Sentosa, meeting point at Harbourfront MRT Control Station
Date: 30th August 2008
Time: 1130hrs
Description: Potluck, Beachwear, I wanna make shades a must but i dun think all of us have it so forget it...

see you guys there people...

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Monday, 25 August 2008


for all those who wanna know what i do on a monday usually, here's a timetable...

0630hrs: Wakey-wakey!
0700hrs: I'm outta house...
0830hrs: Arrive at HTA.. Hell begins...
0930hrs: Uniform inspection.. Stupidest part for anyone working in uniform...
1030hrs: SLEEP!! My favourite part...
1800hrs: Wake up and look for food..

the rest, i'll try and find things to do till i sleep again at 2330hrs... yupp, call me a slacker but at least im still doing my job with the compilation of stupid documents!! DAMMIT!! camp is better then this... seriously...

well, till here only peeps.. i have to start doing work...
yes, i do work at night and sleep in the morning... haha... see you guys...

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